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sho longg naberr updatee lerr..

2006-01-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

woo, cool~ sho longg naber update my blogg lerr.
miiss thiis blog sho muchiie. =)
miss eu guys too !
last updated ish on 21 dec 2005.
ii shall continue my entry.
but not in full details, of cos !

24 dec 2oo5, went to work.
meeting point ish toh yi.
ii do back my terraces.
tag with belle belle.
rainingg catss and dogss !
sales must great !
alot of one carton and free mini plus tub !
love it !
top sales !
350 plus plus !

went home as ii'm wet.
took cabby down to meet belle belle and jia yi @ clementi.
went down to town.
met FRANCIS and the rest of the members.
fool around.
there's UPs and DOWNs !
was tired, overall.
and it's CHRISTMAS !

forget where ii go during the other day.
went shopping with belle belle, jia yi and chris.
went bugis first.
bought a skirt, belt and my schooling bag. =)
it's pink colour ! haha.
went geylang to have our DINNER.
stroll around.
and left ! =)

new year eve.
went to work.
tag with belle.
got my sister's blocks.
sales wasnt that good.
all thanks to....
ALASTAIR, TENG GUANG AND ANDREA.
ferr helping miie to buy ice cream.

went esplanade.
with FRANCIS and the teams members.
was being spray.
ii'm a SNOWMAN ferr once.
same to jia yi.
haha ! =D
enjoyed da fireworks !
cried on da first day of 2oo6.
things just past sho fast,
when ii jus did nth.
ii'm single!
went 496 to eat.
FRANCIS sent eveyone home. =)
poor him !!!

ii OFF on 1 jan 2oo6.
went to meet FRANCIS as ii at home doin nth .
went to meet fong yee too. =)
went moving around.
was supper sianx.
ahhhhhh !!!

o2 jan 2oo6 , OFF.
STAYED at home .
went meetingg point,
but didnt meet them.
ii went OFF woth some reason.
watch teebee and SLEEP.

o3 jan , school reopen.
almost late.
kanna caught finger nails.
kanna confiscated my ring and bracelet.
spend time chatting with school friend.
after school, meet my friend.
play alot of stupid stuffs larhx.
den she went off with her STEAD.
went to meet FRANCIS as he's nearby.
and reached home by 9...

o4 jan 2oo6,
cant woke up in da morning .
super tired and stomach pain.
went to school,
biitch dun pass my finger nails .
den, at class. fell asleep during da break.
recess, went canteen to drink milo.
after recess, just talk talk and talk.
after school, went ziying house.
leff around 4 plus to jurong point to meet friends.
after watching moviee, ii leff to meet my another friend.
ii'm sho busy.
back home by o8.3o.
getting earlier and earlier.
SUPER SIANZATION !!!!!
gonna rest now.
bubbyess..
takkairee..

[[ ` since eu dun wanna TRY. ii shall not hold eu any longerr ! `]]

ii found someone, who ish abit impossible.
but yet, treat miie well.
feel sho fortunate !!!
iiloveeu !!!!

passed my N level !

2005-12-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

monday, woke up at 11 plus by 6 sms and 1 call.
prepared and went to meet ben sao.
meet da rest at KFC to hab our lunch.
went back school at 1.3opm.
reached school.
was nervous as 4 person from our class
cant get in.

went up hall and listen to the talk.
congrats to the 3 and 4 pointers !
alastair, dun yaya too muchiie. =)

went to get my results slip.
was sooper worried as
my O level chinese was not included.
got back my results.
ii PASSED !
was happie that ii go up to sec 5 life.
but, wasnt happie with da results.
ii got eight points ferr my best three subjects.
suppose to biie six if chinese ish included.
but. ii did improved.

my results for prelims -
english - FOUR
combined humanities- FIVE
mathematics- FIVE
combined science- FIVE
accounts - UNDERGRADED !

my results for N level -
english - FOUR
combined humanities- FOUR
mathematics - THREE
combined science - THREE
accounts - TWO

improved alot ryte?
haha, ii also can be clever at times wan ! =pPp

reached home.
FRANCIS called.
ask bout my results.
ii bluff him, ii go ITE
and he say why ii sho STUPID.
=))) ii'm not, okayy !
he came to fetch miie,
together with yi hao.
sooper funny and lame norhx. =)
forced him to drink.
ii finshed one can only.

went to eat mac.
he drop miie at ziying hse.
my second house !
muahahaha.
ii used her computer, her house fone all this.
ii'm sho automatic. =D
having fever when ii was at her house.

went down to meet jia wei at da void deck and tok till 2 plus.
heard smth weird, but we dun care and leff.
pi rong came all da way down to pei miie walk home.
omg..

tuesday, ii didnt go ferr work.
ii sms FRANCIS.
he told miie to go see doctor and get a MC.
ii slept till 6 plus in da evening.
bcos, pi rong called miie.
polyclinic closed.
ii went to my house nearby to see doctor norhs.
21 storey there.
it's cost miie 22 bucks to have a good sleep.
sho expensive !!! =S

had my dinner and use com.
went to bed at 5am.

today, woke up.
went out to help my sister buy drinks.
ii saw my ex-stead.
xiao gou.
hmmmx. still that yan dao.
=)
my niece keep askin miie to buy biscuits ferr her.
sho expensive !

use com till now norhx.
FRANCIS dun let miie go out.
he dun allow miie to find them.
ii'm rotting.
tmrw got to go work liaos.
sianzation !

mum was asking miie to resign.
but, if ii resign.
no extra money ferr miie.

ii miss eu.
eu changed miie.
tends to think of eu.
dun wish to get hurt anymore.
eu're da fifth. but yet , rankingg ish da first .
ii still remember every single things eu told miie !
FIRST LOVE !!!!
FRIENDS ish beta den BOYFRIEND !
agree?

um drunk !

2005-12-19T04:28:00.000+08:00

sunday, went to meet fong yee laogongg at my hse void deck.
meet francis at taman jurong mac.
went to meeting point with him.
see ppl preparing.
getting ready and work.
we went to eat.
full.
jinling called miie.
sho surprise.
but happie too.
in love with her !! =)

chatted till they end work.
got my pay.
was sho bored.
went to pei catherine and kim geok eat.
they come my hse.
pei miie and help miie solve things.
xiao mingg say a " NO " to miie.
was sho heart broken !

went to mac at 2 plus.
went to meet fong yee laogongg.
bought alot of vodka !
ii drank da most.
ii got alot of problem.
tell eu all what..
UM DRUNK !!
ii'm still typing my post.
um pro.
muahahahaha! =D

getting results!
sho stress !
hope to do well !
wish miie good luck !
takkaiire..
bubbyess!!!

not enuff sleep !

2005-12-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

friday, went out.
was a meaningful talk with a beautiful scenery!
cried out when ii'm thinkin at home.
ii'm getting weaker and weaker.
must ii throw it away?
eu realli dun worth it anymore?

saturday, woke up at 3 and went to work.
ii'm draggy.
dunch feel lyk workin.
took cab down to meeting point as
ii'm still at home at 04:10pm.
sales wasnt that good.
but ii reach 130.
thanks ferr giving miie such a swiit suprise.
thanks ferr coming down ! =)

went to eat at 496 with catherine and kim geok. =)
thanks !
and went home.

sunday, meet up pi rong and kang chen at my house
and went to mac for supper at 4 plus AM.
they made miie cried.
ii think of him again !
ii miss him !
ii still cant forget everything.
ii'm stubborn.
ii'm silly.
drank vodka at my hse void deck.
dun think there's alcohol inside.
waste of my moneyy.
chatted and played badminton with pi rong,
while kang chen ish still drinking on da bench. =)

reach home at 1o plus AM.
slept at 11 plus.
woke up at 2 plus..
as da two notty woke miie up.
ii'm tired, but cant sleep.
hate da feeling.
eeeeyerr..! =pPp

goin out later.
fong yee laogongg ish waiting ferr miie
at my hse void deck.
off to prepare ! =)

nyte den update. takkaiire ppl !

laogongg's bdae..

2005-12-16T13:14:00.000+08:00

thursday, went to meet my friends at jp arcade before goin to work. see ppl play arcade and leff ferr work.
mood wasn't that good as ii was put to solo and FRANCIS say somethings which ish true. ii hate it. ii wanted to make sales, but da block was just sho sucky ! >.<
cried out as ii really cant stand that stress anymore norhx.
first time work till sho fark up !
sales wasnt that good too !

went jp to pei my friend eat. and leff ferr home.
took 154 with belle they all as there's no train ferr them anymore.
belle ish sad, bout ken ken and her r/s.
jia yi ish thinkingg bout r/s.
miie, ish jus miie. dunno wadz ii wanna do.
but, ii know somethings,
ii cant fall in love.
dun wanna find trouble ferr myself !

reached home. chatted on the fone with FONG YEE laogongg ~
called kang chen and fang pi to cycle to my hse to pei miie and fong yee laogongg ! =)
went to s11 and drink ice lemon tea.
went to my house court there.
brought a vienetta down to treat as cake ferr fong yee laogongg. =pPp
not long, police came to check ic.
damnit.
check alot of things narhx, lyk school, handfone no, whether fone ish it ours or cope wan and age.
fook them.
den leff to mac to had our dinner.
sho funny and sho early !
had hotcakes ferr breakfast.
fong yee laogongg treated us !
total 18 bucks !
reached home at 6 plus and went to bed.

ytd was sho weird,
um already sho busy chatting with fong yee laogongg, kang chen, fang pi.
ytd two special ppl called miie.
FRANCIS and KEN KEN !
sho surprise ! haha ! =D
chatted quite long with them. =)))

sleep till 2 plus. was sopper tired.
fong yee laogongg wake miie up and while chatting on the fone with him.
um half asleep.
sorrwie wors ! =x
now, he's outside with friends and um waiting ferr FRANCIS to fetch miie. =pPp
sho boring now !
actually um workin today,
but due to ytd,
ii break down.
FRANCIS asked miie to OFF !
but, naber work oso bored.
waiting ferr time to past.
*YAWNS*
good luck to belle and jia yi ! =)

happie birthday to FONG YEE laogongg ! swiit eighteen worhs ! =)

dun jealous miie and FRANCIS horhs ! bcos, 80% ish still yours ! haha.. FULL-TIME LAOGONGG ! =)
eu go out with girls oso cannot beyond 20% hors. haha !

[[ ` tends to think of eu ` ]] ;; [[ ` when ii shouldnt ` ]]

off to prepare ! =)

WHY? belle, what ii do?

2005-12-14T04:53:00.000+08:00

sunday, went to find FRANCIS and went moving around with FRANCIS and wei chuan. FRANCIS treated us a
-fabulous- dinner. cost him 20 plus norhx. =) sho full and went walkin and playing around with him. muahahaha! sho fun ! bought ice cream from fang pi narhx. =D sorrwie, ii didnt went ferr da class outing. got my pay ! =x

past 12'o clock. and it's monday, ii chatted with fong yee, and we are full - time partners ferr each other.
he's my full - time laogongg and um his full - time lao po ! =) had great fun chatting with him. went out at 4 plus midnyte as wei chuan, kang chen and fang pi cycle to taman jurong to find miie. =) went to pei them eat at s11 and leff to cycle. ii went to my house void deck and drink ! around 8 plus in da morning, and um home ! =))) sleep and went to work !

tuesday, slept at around 7 as was talking to laogongg fong yee and wake up at 11.3oam. woke up by belle as we are meeting chris, yong xiang, yi hao, belle, and jia yi at clementi mrt at 12.30. but ii leff house around 12.45pm. while my fong yee [ laogongg ] still on da fone chatting with miie. he's late too ! =pPp

met at clementi mrt and down to bugis. went to eat pastamania and went shopping ! wanna go again to get our things we want. muahahaha ! went walking around and leff ferr work. was a few mins late and trolley wasnt enuff for us ! sho shocking ! haha ! got my block 758 and 759. but wasnt that gOod anymore. tag with shi ting as alot of ppl working today ! =) ii dunno why my sales sho bad too! sad! ="(

went 496 and hab my dinner and off ferr home. chatted on the fone with fang pi and chris and jia yi ! but the longest ish 3hrs plus, with my baobeii laogongg, fong yee ! =pPp haha ! till 4 plus narhx. was tired, wanna sleep, gonna wake up at 1o.3o and meet them at jp arcade, but ii wasnt able to wake up ii think. haha. fong yee laogongg wasnt working. sianx ! miss him ! haha !

[[ ` today ii was rather down ! bcos of friends and many problemx narhx ! fan narhx ! =))) ` ]]

opps!!!

2005-12-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

wow ! looks lyk ii hab abandon my blog.
but nope.
ii didnt.
wanna show my sincer.
ii will write a sooper dupper long entry.
about things ii hab done after ii stopped bloggin! =)))
check it out !

once ii tagged, wasnt a good day ferr miie?

2005-11-23T14:13:00.000+08:00

22 nov , monday, met belle at jp and went to work. alot of ppl was stunned even francis norhs. bcos, we are in da same tee shirt. muahahaha. our block wasnt good at all. but we kept chiong-ing norhs. when we go back, we clear trolley norhs. cool yea? was damn tired and happie as we clear trolley. belle bought a vienetta home, and we got top sales, but due to last mins top up, top sales wasnt us. nvmiie. but that bloody idiot zuhui came yaya to us as he got top sales liaos. he bloody fucker. den keep suan-in us. nvmiie, he will WATCH OUT!!!

23 nov, tuesday, woke up in da morning and my papa drive miie to meet belle at clementi and papa drove miie down to tanjong pagar international plaza to pass order to customer. papa drove miie to "YORK HOTEL " and ii met the ppl to get money from him and went to shop at far east plaza. bought a hello kitty wallet. damn sweet norhx. ii love it! went walkin orchard in the rain. once again, ii wore the same pattern as belle narhx. black shirt and jean. went to eat at cineleisure. sopper full and we leff to work. she went to meet ken ken at jp first while ii leff meeting place myself. reached, where um blur blur waiting for belle to reach and we act blur that we didnt plan to wear the same. haha. do city harvest church area, sales was alrite narhx, cant clear trolley, leff 2 tubs. no ppl wanna buy. idiot. den went back to jp with belle belle and ken ken. was sho sianx. bought mac ferr dinner. was quite close with ken ken. was a good start! =)

24 nov , wednesday, met belle at jp as my lovely handfone dropped into the toilet bowl!! fook! den was damn upset with it, of cos. as morning kanna scolded by sister and was a damn sway day. do shuqun primary area and the " fang pi " do our block. we angry marhs. sho ii asked to do 452, that was a good block and when ii went up, ii sell one carton cost 50 bucks. there's 25 magnums! haha.. sho happie as we won the fight with the kings. we happen to meet him at the same block. haha! walked home in a damn sad mood as was sho unlucky and sales wasnt good! =(

25 nov , thursday, met up with someone and went to causeway point to repair my fone. was asked to go back on saturday after 2pm. den went to eat my breakfast and lunch at burger king. muahahaha. was damn full norhs, and took train back to je. took 197 alone to NUH as ii got a dental appointment. changed to light pink and putted 2 transparent thingy. ii dunno what's that too. ii dun care too. haha. teeth was rather painful but was alrite after that. =) went to work @ bukit batok and was kanna scolded by francis. as he called miie " WHAT THE FUCKING PROBLEM! WHY ALWAES LATE! " ii reached and ii saw no ppl marhs. den that day... sales wasnt that good norhx. fook eu! went home. rested and chated on the fone with belle and wei chuan. went to meet wei chuan at 4am @ my hse downstair and went to eat @ s11. ii see him eat, of cos. den went to 711 to buy cigarette and walked to sheng siong there. sat there for veri long as it's raining. bought beer at 7-eleven@ 6am and when to drink at my house downstair derr void deck. see ppl goin to skool ferr open house and drink till 8 plus and bought newspaper for my mama and leff home. dun wanna care sho muchiie and drink liaos. um drunk. muahahaha. um not that weak! muahahaha.. =pPp went to sleep as um tired!

26 nov , friday, slept at 8 plus to 9 plus and woke up at 1 plus. went to meet wei chuan as he waited for miie. haha.. pai sehz narhx, he say like wait for stead lyk that. muahahaha! den went down to clementi to see ppl play pool. wei chuan bought a veri nice bread ferr miie. veri nice to eat nehz. haha! =D den start work ! sales wasnt that good too, sales everyday dropping. sho sianz. pay getting lesser and lesser norhx. haha!

27 nov , saturday, went to causeway point and get back my handfone. went to find wei chuan at bangkit block. was sho sianx pei-ing him walkin around. but in da end, when ii leff for home. he gave miie one box of mini cornetto ! =)

28 nov , sunday , went to clementi to find wei chuan at his block. pei him again and ii leff home with a magnum. muahahaha ! alwaes got ice-cream to eat wan. =pPp

have eu???

2005-11-21T02:09:00.000+08:00

saturday, woke up at around 12 plus. was slackin and doin nth and ii finally leff home around 2 plus. ii met someone at jp. ii went to my sister and watch teebee. ii leff house around 4 plus and went to work. work place ish near gek poh. ii got 757 and 758 but ii lyk 759 the most. sho, not long after. ii quickly sms to francis to book my third block. muahahaha! =pPp francis really keep it ferr miie nehx. =) that was a soopper goody block! ii love it! next tym ii will book this 3 block again! ii hope sho! =) sales was $188.10! shud get that 759 earlier. hmmmmx! um falling in love again! FRANCIS! muahahaha! =D francis ish sho sweet can? my heart melt liaos. haha. =pPp

went jp to had my dinner or my day meal? ziying was soopper late, at fist say come at 8 to pei miie, in the end slept till 11 plus. hmmmx, poor miie, had to sit at the interchange to wait ferr her. luckily belle ish on the fone to pei miie. love eu guys! hmmmx, had mac and we chatted and lame alot. haha. =))) after chatting, we took a look at the tym. OMG, it's 12.35!! we quickly went to look at the last bus, and it's ended. damnit. went in jp again, to search ferr toilet. worst, the barney shocked miie. sho scary lorhs, this tell miie that, dun stay at jp till sho late and. DUN GO TOILET DURING MIDNIGHT! IT"S SCARY AND FULL OF SMALL LIL COCKROACHES! YUCKS! ii quickly ran out lorhs. it's damn disgusting norhs. the floor ish full of.... YUCKS!!!!!

walked slowly out of jp and we walked home. bcos, nyte charge ish expensive norhs. we walked and walked until we realli had to took cabby home as it's unconvenience ferr both of us alreadi. reach home and my mama was actually waiting ferr miie. ii say sorrwie to her,of cos. dun mean to let her worrie as my fone no batt liaos, cant inform her. hmmmx. chatted on da fonne and used awhile of com and... boom.. sleep! sho tired can! *yawns*

sunday, woke up at 10 plus, bcos someone sms miie. den ii replied and replied. till when that someone naber replied miie and ii fell asleep again where ii suppose to get ready to go my sister house. ii woke up at 1 and rushed to prepare. leff to sister house to pack the order and leff to orchard and spend lotsa tym to search ferr " YORK HOTEL " ! omg! ish lyk ii still need climb up one slope when ii ready walksunch a long way to find it! *faint*. after deliver, ii called all my frenzy, and none was free. sho, home ii am!

and that how's my SUNDAY was spent !!! awww! =( monday still got work and today, my leg was damn tired. wanna sleep liaos! ciaos~

[[ ` thanks sho muchiie, at least eu worried and at least eu asked! hmmmmx. that du mei keep sms eu!!! arghhhx! irritating! ` ]]

once again, ii broke down!

2005-11-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

friday, got alot of ONCE AGAIN!

once again, ii was being woke up by the customer's call ! ='(
once again, um back to my systa house for customers ! =)
once again, um rushing ! =pPp
once again, um bussie lyk hell serving the customers ! =S
once again, ii missed my " wang zi bian qing wa" ! ="(
once again, ii was alone at my systa house watching teebee ! =x
once again, ii skipped all my meals ! X )
once again, ii was being forced back to work for walls on SATURDAY! =(((
once again, ii BROKE DOWN ! [T_T]
once again, ii cried ! ="(
once again, HAISH !!!!! =(
ONCE AGAIN, HAPPIE 4TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST NIECE*RACHEL!!! =)))

what a moodswing day!!!!

2005-11-18T03:23:00.000+08:00

thursday, dun feel lyk wakin up, but ii was being force to wake up by the customer from KL and annabelle. blahx blahx. chatted with them and ii watched my vcds. hmmmmx. watched one only narhx and rushed to prepare. leff home in a hurry withe the two notty and my mama. took cabby down as um afraid um late. was sopper busy that ii had no time to think of other things lorhx. the 3 customers leff at 5 plus. *phew* did had some moodswing after the whole busiie period! hmmmmx~

ii tot ii chud rest, but never do ii know that, my dear friend* annabelle* got problem again! ii asked her over to my systa hse and ii pei her chat norhs, but alot of things happen narhx like, nephew*ravan threw his toy camera out of the window and his sister which ish my niece* rachel started crying over it and we went down to search ferr the corpse! =pPp not long, went to find *annabelle derr shi fu to buy ice cream. she bought a box of mini cornetto and ii bought a box of viennetta! it's NICE! yum yum! =D and um back home!

kept chatting with *annabelle when ii reached home till 2 plus to 3. we are sho talkative ryte! =))) hmmmx. was sad that, ii actually wasted some time. if not ii could have a chance to chat with EU! nahx~ dun wanna care liaos. wanna go watch my vcds lerr! ciaos~

[[ ` ii hate da "DU MEI" , she's isnt CUTE at all !!!! pui ! stop helping her, can eu! ` ]]

am ii a toy?

2005-11-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

tuesday, went to meet customer at Bouna Vista mrt station and leff to meet ben sao at west mall to chat and hab our dinner! =) ii had a -fabulous- dinner and went walkin around searching ferr things and saw some ppl lyk yufen and lizheng sellin shoes! =pPp rested at macdonalds to had drinks and a longer chat before ii leff to systa hse again. when to watched teebeeand get smth at her house. leff in a veri bad mood, moodswing bahs, wasnt happie at all! ='( went home,chat online and watch vcds norhs. and slept at 5am. * yawns*

wednesday, woke up at 12 plus and rushed to prepare and meet munirah and her friend on bus 30. when to meetthe rest and headed to linda house. and damn pai sehz to go in her house and we sneaked off! sat ferr quite a long tym and we went up , but still dun dare to go in.leff again but met them outside the lift. damn sway norhs! =pPp went up and we watched the malays ghost movie. was sopper funny, make miie luff sho muchiie. muahahaha! was bored narhx, dun feel lyk eating da food, sho ii only drank orange juice which was served by linda! leff around 3.30pm and went to my systa hse to play mahjong. hmmmx. zuhui won the most narhx. =pPp around 8 plus, we leff my systa hse and we went to find belle, my walls frenzy. ii click sho well with her! chat and accompany her after her work and we walked back to jp together. we chatted alot today, and ii say alot of meaningful words! muahahaha. =pPp belle ish realli a friendly gal norhs. =) found a good friend to tag with already! um sho happie! =D thanks zuhui, ferr buying *MAGNUM* my favourite , ferr miie and belle! yum yum. love it! thanks narhx! =)))

ii jus got to know that, actually there's still ppl visiting my bloggiex to know my daily stuff! sho sweet of them, yvonne and andrea! ii still tot that, no one ish reading my bloggiex as... no one tag ferr miie ! ="( next tym, remember to tag before eu leave! okay? =) stay happie~ wanna off to watch vcds liaos. today, still haben watch any yet. =) ciaos~

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to er ge, Dillon! happie 16th birthday! =pPp
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to my nephew, Ravan! Happie 2nd birthday! =)))

[[ ` it's jus sho C O M P L I C A T E D ! ` ]]

love ish a beautifun dream!!

2005-11-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

sunday morning, my mama called my handfone. sho smart of her to call my handfone to wake miie up as ii wont answer my hse fone call when um sleepin. she succeed to wake miie up to prepare milk ferr the two notty! by the time after ii prepare the milk, um alreadi fully awake. awww! den watched vcds and pei the two notty norhs. =pPp went out when my mama reached home around 4 plus. ii meet teng guang and xian hong and the lakeside mrt and went cityhall to find the birthday boy, alastair chan. off to orchard to meet shu yee and ziying narhs. took neoprints and went to hab our dinner. =) the mickey mouse movie was funny, can! haha. went arcade after eating. after that, we walk around orchard and leff home. ii reach home at 12 plus norhs. sho tired! shall share the foto soon~ =)

monday, wake up at 1 plus and use com till my sister told miie that there's order. ii printed out the order and went to my sister hse as ii oso know walls ish doin my systa hse area. when walkin to my systa hse, saw francis and ii chatted with him, his mood was happy marhs, will luff with miie. =pPp leff to my systa house. till 7 plus, those girls came, which ii expected narhx. =) bought 2 cornetto from them norhs. after that, leff to help them sell. sho fun! haha. ii help them clear mostly of the things norhs. um pro? muahahaha!

not long, one girl sms miie as she wanna meet miie, sho ii waited ferr her. sho sweet of them, they treat miie mini cornetto. =pPp den went home. was fun helpin them and ii think ii find back my job. um working again! this wednesday, with one of the girl ii know today! =pPp

yawnx. um tired! tmrw still gonna meet my sister customer. oh man! what a day. oh man. my day was mixed up now. if ii go back walls, ii need to arrange my schedule again. friday ii cant work, my systa customer ish coming. oh no! sho troublesome. hmmmx. dun care narhx.wanna get some sleep now! ciaos~

[[ ` missingg , thinkingg , lovingg ` ]]

whu am ii to eu actually?

2005-11-13T03:18:00.000+08:00

saturday, it's da TWELVE. ii love every month of twelve! HAPPIE MONTH-SARY! =( suppose to biie our 17 months old. blahx blahx~

woke up at 11 plus and ii rushed to prepare and went to jp. smth funny happens, not wanting to elaborate, dun wanna make that person pai sehz. muahahaha. =pPp this shows that, in some ways, um still important derr. =))) went to my systa house to hab my breakfast cum lunch. watch teebee till 2 plus and my papa came to fetch miie with his cabby and drove miie down to united square there which we need to travel all da way down to novena. after ii passed the order, my papa drove miie back home and he leff ferr work again and um jus stucked in front of this computer till now. =S

was quite a great day ferr miie thou, there's still smth that was saddening. FIRST , um happie ferr my mummie*li zheng. as ii hab daddy liaos. great, now my mama veri xing fu norhs, got daddy fetch him after work, and got daddy to takkaiire of her. we are one HAPPIE family ! love eu! SECOND, HAPPIE MONTH-SARY TO BEN and BEN SAO!! enjoyed eurself at fullerton,ryte ! what a sweet celebration! ROMANTIC !!! =pPp THIRD, ziying, eu must JIA YOU okay? REMEMBER what ii've told eu! ii'll biie EUR NUMBER 1 FANS!!! =D dun give eurself too muchiie of stress, alrite? =) FOURTH, THANKS ming tat, ferr TRUSTING miie and told miie eur story and THANKS for the vcds! ii will return eu ASAP! =))) LASTLY , today ish da 13th!!! it's my GOOD FREN, ALASTAIR CHAN SHENG JUN'S 16th BIRTHDAY!!! AND, he told miie UM THE FIRST TO WISH HIM! SEE that? UM DA 1ST! =pPp hmmmx. happie bdae to eu narhx! =))) FINALLY CAN WATCH N16 movie lerr ryte? hmmmx. ii already allowed to watch liaos, no need wait till today! =D muahahaha! =)))

[[ ` understanding? but......... um jus lyk a TOY ! ="( ` ]]

EU changed my lyfe!

2005-11-12T02:29:00.000+08:00

friday, wasnt a lonely day for miie. ii woke up at 12.30 and ii do some stuffs bout the BIZ. ii was slacking around and was chatting on the fone during the whole afternoon. =) ii prepared myself and went to jp to mail some orders out.

took train to jurong east as ii wanna get some stuff at entertainment area. =) during my journey, ii wasnt loney as SOMEONE brighten miie by the call. hmmmmx. =pPp when ii was travelling there, miie saw a couple, hugging each other and kiss each other narhx.mouth contact, cheek contact all this norhs. was lyk, hmmmmx. sho sweet of them narhx. =b bought my things and took 98 home. there's one guy sitting beside miie, his watch ish damn style nehz. feel lyk gettin one ferr him. *SAVING!!!* thinking that he will lyk it narhx. =)

rush home as ii wanna watch "wang zi bian qing wa" ! it's nice, but last tym ii didnt watch. =( wanna find vcds of it. =) hmmmmx. my systa ish coming back soon. counting down... 3 days more!!! [T_T]

today ish da twelve!!! *LOVE*

[[ ` a p p r e c i a t e ` ]]

eu've brighten up my day!!! =)

2005-11-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

uh-oh. recently i'm quite bussiie on my stuff narhs. bussiing on my sista biz, and my blogskins and some others stuffs. ii shall share it with eu now! =)

monday nyte, went to meet BEN SAO at westmall, she's the one keep buying things! she's rich, okay? =D ROB her, make eur actions fast in case she spend all her money at ORCHARD! recently, she's being goin there, look out ferr her ! okay? rob her if eu can. muahahahaha. um sho kind! =pPp that day, walk around and ate mos burger and we leff. she went to meet her ben ben and ii went to find my MEMORIES! and home.

tuesday, ii didnt go anywhere. stuck in my room the whole day. was bussie doin some stuffs narhx, sho nth muchiie to tok abt it lerhs. =))) hmmmmx. yuppies, receive a 300 plus order and bcos of this order, it helped miie. thanks!!! =pPp slept at 5am. *yawns*

wednesday, woke up at 9.30am as "SOMEONE" mess miie and woke miie up. prepare and went to my systa hse. um really tired but, still hab to go as it's smth ii naber hope for! was sooper happie from 11am to 3pm. what a precious memoies! stayed at my systa hse till 6 plus. bcos ben sao tua miie narhx. tot she will biie at gek poh but she actually forget our meeting and leff ferr churh. but no choice narhx. GOD FIRST,ryte! =) sho, ii leff home after that.
tat day, um sopper duper derr happie norhs. but my dearrie ziying arhss, hmmmx. um real worried for eu nehz.. do eu know that? now ii totally hab no news of eu as eu are workin nyte shift now but when ii chatted with eu online. eu make miie worriie wors. haii yorrhs. stay strong, hao marhs? WE CAN do it derr. WE can TAKKAIIRE OF OURSELF , WE CAN CARRY ON WITH OUR LYFE. BCOS WE HAB FRIENDS AROUND US! =PpP jia you! keep in contact. okay? remember eu still hab miie, as eu told miie , ii still hab eu! ryte? hmmmx. miss you, girl !

thursday, ii stayed at home to change my blogskins till 7pm. ii went prepare and leff to jp to meet alastair, teng guang and xian hong ferr dinner. =) had a -what a full- dinner. went to my systa hse to pack orders and leff home at 10. reach home, oso dun realli what i'm doin to make miie stayed up till 4. but ii actually cant get to sleep until the last time ii look at my handfone at 4.37am.

[[ ` understanding . trust . believe `]]

hmmmx. ltr den update what ii hab done today. ciaos~ =)

boohoo!

2005-11-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

sho long din updated lerr. was kinda busy on my stuffs! hmmmmx. friday ii stay at home the whole day norhs. ii din go out as there's no place ferr miie to go too. =S was sooper bored that day !

saturday , ii woke up sooper early as ii wanna go out with my mama. went to jp. my mama must hab regret goin out with miie. =) spend her money about one hundred bucks? bought giordano shirt, 3 ferr 33 bucks. ii got two and my mama got one. my ish black and green while my mamam ish hot pink! cool hur~ =pPp ii bought the head ferr my electronic toothbrush liaos. Phew, ii can relax while brushin my teeth now! muahahaha! um lazy, ii admit! ii bought a jean which cost 45 bucks! hmmmx. ii sho long didnt buy things that ii want liaos.sho happie. saw kym and brian as they all searching ferr GUYS that are SINGLE! my mama and the two notty was sho excited while um jus excited bout other things. =) reach home around 6 plus bath and ii went back to jp at 7. went to meet alastair as we went to watch "all about love" at 7:25pm ! he paid ferr the food and the tickets! *sho pai sehz* next tym ii gonna treat eu back! =) hmmmx. that was a nice show, TOUCHING! made miie cry during the show, um emotional ! =D went home at arond 10 plus narhx as there's no place ferr us to go anymore. what a bussie day ii hab! =pPp

[[ ` ii didnt chat with eu today, but ii saw eu today! um sho happie, thou we didnt chat, but ii know its fate to let us meet in such a crowded place! um missing eu and ii saw eu! that was a great feeling ! hmmmx. eu were with eur frenzy. think eu all came jp ferr arcade and leff ferr work and we met? =))) ` ]]

sunday , ii was being force to wake up early in the morning while ii shud be sleepin when ii slept at 5am? hmmmx. my mama dont know anything bout com and ii had to swich on ferr herand webcam with our relative overseas! sho troublesome! =S den ii woke up and prepare to go to my systa's house together with my mama. ii packed some orders and ii went to hong kah east mac to meet francis and zuhui. wenta get my pay, but only 28.50 bucks as ii only work ferr one day last week. he told us his story and we listen norhs, ghost story, of cos! about one hour later. we leff. ii went jp to da bao and went back to my systa house. ii wanna go back to do my niece homework! CHRISTMAS CARD! omg! gonna hand on on mondaywhile ii still haben start! ii watch teebee "2002". Nicholas tse ish sho cool and handsome. cant stand his eyes! sho nice! omg! haha! love this show! love him sho muchiie! =pPp

[[ ` chat with eu last nyte as eu told francis that we chatted evety nyte? ii dunno what else eu tell him narhx. bcos, ii controlled. will chatting find back the feeling? ii dunno wors! but why not give it a try? hmmmx. `]]

today, ii sleep at 3 as ii didn the card till 3plus. ii wanted to wake up at 5am as ii wan my fatehr to dive miie back to systa house to get smth. but, ii couldnt get up. ii woke up at 10 plus instead. continue my card and phew! it's done! =) now um bloody tired!

later gonna meet customer at queenstown mrt station at 6:15pm.and went to meet ben sao at westmall aound 6:45pm? hmmmx. take foto! hab fun! enjoy! heehee. but till 8 plus ii will be leaving lerr, dun wanna be EXTRA marhs. ppl meeting her ben ben lerhs. *envy*

[[ ` ii set an target, a aim ferr myself. 5 more days to go! ii wanna complete it in 5 days! ii must do it! ii can do it derr. jia you! eu ! just wait and see ! `]]

waited ferr him. my heart was sho confused!

2005-11-04T16:14:00.000+08:00

thursday, which was ytd. wake up by my systa call telling miie that there's ppl popin over to her house. she call miie to go there earlier to mop the floor norhs. =/ biie a relief boss also sho hard. hmmmmx. stay at my systa house till 10 plus to 11. ii ate 2 ice cream again! =pPp took 198 to his place and wait ferr him till 12.30am ii think. but um sho sho sho glad to meet him norhs. um sho happie to see him. but, during the process of waiting. ii was damn worried and my heart was jus running all around as um not sure weather could ii wait dao him, will he receive my last mess bcos ii fone's batt gone flat! sho irritated! hmmmmx. but still, he received my mess and my middleman helped miie alot! thanks, middleman! =) cant wait ferr 98, sho ii took cabby home. and that uncle actually keep the change. WTH! went home and ii had to eat 3 small curry puffs as my dinner! ='( but, um feelin great as ii chatted with him ferr at least 1 hour, we didnt talk about relationship narhx as if we talked about it, this conversation wont end sho long. we jus jiao wei all along norhx! =b um broke, ii no money liaos. HOW!!! shit! hmmmmx.

[[` that's a great start, ii believe it will go beta one day? hmmmmx. real glad to see eu. finally could meet eu liaos. FINALLY! hmmmx. `]]

JUNIOR!!! <3

2005-11-03T02:44:00.000+08:00

this ish da shirt ii bought ferr HIM cute?

was soopperr dupper tired on tuesday that's why ii didnt update. um tored bcos ii slept late at nyte on tuesday, but had to wake up at 11 plus and prepare to pei my mama go my fourth auntie's hse. bcos the longer ii slept, she more dun wanna tok to miie. den no choice, gonna watch up lerr lorhs.reach my auntie hse. ii ate alot norhs, bcos at my auntie house ish still eating and eating. if not, watch teebee onli niax. nth beta to do. aww! sho sianz! saw my cousin roller blading. looks fun~ ii wanna learn too! =x hmmmmx. ate my dinner and took cabby home. of cos, ii slept in da cabby. ii was damn tired narhx. budden reach home, still use com till late late narhx. x)
wednesday, which ish ytd. ii woke up at 11 plus by rachel call? but ii still went to sleep again. =D den wenta meet hui chen that army boy at my house playground there and wenta jurong spring mac narhx. teach him awhile of e mathx and went home. around 8, wenta taman jurong mac to eat with mama and her friend (which ii hated) but no choice, ii wan my fabulous dinner. sho, ii followed. =) had a MAC SPICY DOUBLE MEAL again. got smth special, SUNDAE! =) YUM YUM! but, what special ish that when ii order. ii "YI JIAN ZHONG QING" with that guy. he sho cutie and yan dao! =pPp den his service to miie ish real good norhs. ii lyk him, when he get miie da food still say BYE to miie. sho swit. haha. before ii leff, he say bye to miie and ask miie a qns. that ish:" eu know wei ming? he's my senior" den ii lyk sianx diao. YUAN LAI he knows miie.he saw miie before. that's why service sho good. =D hmmmx. he got my niece a balloon.sho swit of him can. and he open door ferr miie. SUCH A GOOD SERVICE! =pPp love love love. keep lookin back at him norhs, guess what? he look at miie too. haha. sho we keep waving bye to each other. SHO CUTE OF HIM! um in love! oh no! haha. =)))
[[` ii believe that ish jus a crush and not true love. as ii can forget his image in my mind in jus few hours, but da pics of eu, ish still clearly in my mind. ii wont forget. and it's hurts in my heart when ii think of eu. hmmmx. ii still love eu sho muchiie! waiting ferr eur sms! `]]

*** sorrwie ben sao, ii was being tua too. gonna wait longer to start work! sorrwie! hope to cya soon!

town-ing was fun today!

2005-11-01T03:49:00.000+08:00

SIMPLY LOVE TIS ONE

MY dinner -FABULOUS

Ben SaO's dinner- YUMMY

ii met ben sao at tanjong pagar mrt station as ii wenta met 2 customers to pass them their orders! ii hope ii din do anything wrong norhs. =x met up ben sao and we headed to somerset. went hereen walk walk, talk alot of craps bahss. =D awhile later, ben sao was sho generous , she donated 2 dollars. hmmmx. ben sao, SAW it? um ~~PRAISING~~ eu! sho guys, next tym know whu to ask money from lerr hors! =) walk around cineleisure and wenta to eat suki sushi which was shared above. hungry lerr marhs? it's was sho sho sho DELICIOUS ! dun jealous, okie? x)

oh yarrhs. today ish halloween day! ii saw ppl dressed up till sho horrible? =x ii was sho stun to see ppl dress up in this way. =pPp ii admit, um a mountain tortoise. =0 last mins, went back to far east to search a t-shirt ferr HIM. aww! it was real hard to find t-shirt ferr HIM. BUT, ii still find a cute lil monkey derr pic ferr HIM! um jus willing to spend money in HIM den on miie! =))) went home after that? yea, took pics in da trains. WAS sho funny can! haha. =D separated with ben sao at clementi.and ii alighted at lakeside and took bus home. and here, ii am, being force to update by ben sao! =pPp realli hope to go out with eu again! mus gone crazzie on that day, alritex? muahahaha!

ben sao, ii realli had gr8 fun with eu! tks! =) love eu ! gonna sleep soon, if not tmrw cant wake up to peii my mama go hougang, my aunty hse! =) but, ii think.. um away to go shopping? hah.. yea, ii think sho lorhs! =pPp ii cant stop shopping! blahx blahx! =x

[[ ` eu ! got everything that eu wan.but, how about miie? ii still cant get that THING that ii wanted, that ii yearn ferr! hmmmx. how can eu biie sho cruel? eu rejected miie, um strong, ii dont cry. ii will try again! ii wont give up. no matter what, ii'll try my veri bestie to win eu back! yea, ii wont give up! ii love eu ! ` ]]

phew! um free !!!

2005-10-31T14:51:00.000+08:00

phew! FREE FREE FREE ! um FREE! =D exam's OVER! wanna PLAY PLAY PLAY? but * anyone wanna jio miie out?* =pPp blahx blahx. PAPERS was alrytess? hmmmx. mabbe. ii manage to rush and complete my papers norhx. paper 1 was easy, ii bet everyone think sho? hmmmx. paper 2? it's my killing part? =x hmmmx. dun really dare to think of getting a1 at all. aww! during my paper 2 that tym. alamak! someone farked! X) ii heard it! bleahs! it's loud, okie? haha! it's a student. hmmmx. got one teacher, sho funny! her face appearance ish alwaes da same. wont smile wan. heehee! wonder why ii cant complete already ryte? =D

waiting to go out with ben sao! was praying that she wont tua miie. =) heehee. beta dun tua miie hors. if not....!!! ii dunno what will happen liaos. ii mean it! yesh! ROAR!

hmmmx.back to ytd? BBQ was ~~BORED~~ hmmmx. yuppies. um da only girl there as that PIG ziying, tua miie.hmmmx. she gonna meet someone important den forget bout miie. nahx. no choice, um jus a part-time partner! haha! din get to drink bcos they worry as ii got papers the next day. they keep chasing miie home lorhs. no fun derr! went home at 12 plus norhs. even my papa was stun, still ask miie how come sho early came home. lame narhx. =pPp hmmmx. studied my chinese til 5 the morning narhs. dun realli wanna woke up untill 7.15am. =)

yawns. um sho tired can! aww!! wanna go meet ppl ferr orders. haish ! sianzation. but after meeting will go out with ben sao! realli! dun tua miie. haha.. * TOWN !!! wait ferr miie !!! *

[[` eu hurt miie, but um strong ! after last nyte. those words ish harsh but those actions ish sweet! missing eu ! hmmmx. ii miss eu ! real missing eu. ii'll listen to eu, ii studied ferr chinese. ii did not give up. ii kept thinkin of what eu told miie and ii do my best just for *** ! hmmmx. iiloveeu! ii still cant get over eu! ii dun wish to get over eu ! um workin hard on eu too ! `]]

boring day!

2005-10-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

ytd saturday, as usual, slept at 6am and woke up at 11am. TWO PIG HEAD called miie to wake them up when ii wake up at 1o. but, ii slept till 11 narhx. ~~ziying~~ that PIG off her handfone how to wake her up? alamak!! sotong!! den second, the HUI CHEN, called twice and he still naber wake up and ii gave up. muahahaha! =D HE mess miie not long after, how sad, he's busy! ='( but okie narhx, ii wont sad bcos of this but at least glad that he replied. =pPp whole afternoon stayed at home and around evening time, ii brought my niece to taman jurong mac to buy dinner. my mama TREAT! cool~ =) had a fabulous dinner, MAC SPICY DOUBLE! *dun hungry hur* yum yum! den watch teebee. around 11.30pm, went out to S eleven to meet ziying as we yearn ferr the pan cake there! yummy! chat alot of things narhx. and it's a happie nyte ferr her as ah hem called her hors. miie lerhs? envy niax lorhs,bcos ii dun even hab this kinda of treatment from him. =( but nvmiie, ii know how to console myself..! =) bcos, at least he will mess miie to tell miie he got top sales! =pPp. was sho happie ferr him norhx! =D congrats!! chat with ziying till 2 plus then reach home narhx. at least we know that, some guys ish jus sho funny in action. sho lame shiiet, ryte,ziying! =pPp dun care those guys! we had one in our heart liaos! =D

today, slept at 6am too, but woke up at 2.30pm. he replied my mess at 11 but ii din know, it's in silent mood! alamak! wasted! but it's jus those discouraging words narhx beta not to know. blahx blahx! hmmmx.gonna start to FOCUS liaos,no time liaos! somemore um goin to the class BBQ tonyte at jurong primary canal! hope it's fun! ii wanna drink! it's jus sho saddening that ii cant drink more and ii cant stay till too late. *sobsob* gonna miss the fun! nvmiie, hong rui told miie he will organise again! =) boohoo! tmrw goin out with ben sao! hope it's fun wors! SHOP SHOP SHOP!! dunno will go ferr BBQ not. hope her queen mood wont mood swing narhx. =pPp miss eu narhx, char borrh !

[[` everytime eu rejected miie, um growing up each day. um getting stronger each day. thanks to eu! ii wont sad over eu now! ii will still love eu, but ii wont sad over eu! bcos ii believe, the "SOMEDAY" will come. and eu will be the "SOMEONE" ! ii will still miss eu, still yearn ferr eu, but ii wont be a burden ferr eu! `]]

***dose having mother tongue O level tmrw, all the bestie ! jia you! gOod Luck!! FOCUS!!! =pPp

NO COURAGE!! aHHH!!!

2005-10-29T03:44:00.000+08:00

ytd slept at 6am and woke up at 12.30pm. HE mess miie!!! ii jumped up of bed, was damn happie that he willing to meet miie. it's enuff even thou it's jus one hour. it's enuff ferr miie.ii wenta my systa house and ii packed some of da stuff and he came later. he's sho sweet ! there's only one person know whats happening. haish! sho regret! ii miss him! this ish what ii can say today.

[[ eu. eu. eu. it's still eu ! ]]

dear, ii wanna hug eu !

2005-10-28T02:03:00.000+08:00

sorrwie bloggiex, din touch eu since tuesday. ='( hmmmx, but ii will update eu and EU whu are readin now. wednesday, ii woke up and follow my systa back to her house and she wenta airport. ii went her house as there's customer coming over. hmmmx. ii waited damn long ferr her norhs, and while waiting ii ate 2 ice-cream. cool yea? x) den went home at 6 plus to 7. when ii walked out of da lift of my house, somethings shocked miie! walls trolley !!! but ii knew, it was taman jurong team as... our jurong team trolley ish beta than theirs. next tym when eu met them eu will know. theirs ish those ppl used in market want and had to use lift every floor they go, sho waste of time, not lyk ours, can push down the stairs, sho standard! =pPp but most shockin want ish still.. its da first tym they sell at my block. ii asked my mama whether she got buy, and she say yes. ii quickly shouted. WAHS! NABER BUY FROM MIIE, BUY FROM THEM !! =) think that guy heard what ii say norhs. heck care narhx. ii know sure buy magnum as it's magnum promotion marhs. ii can even teach him how to sell norhx. um pro? nahx! haha. promotion ish buy 2 get 1 free. buy 2 magnum get 2 split free. but, that guy gave my mama buy 2 magnum get 2 magnum FREE! sho stupid ryte! he loss $2 bcos of this. muahahaha ! =D ii love magnum, ii ate one everytime ii work. =))) now my house also have, shiiok arhss. OFF one week still got magnum to eat! YUM YUM!! in total, ii ate 3 ice-cream that day !! gosh, ii gain 3 ice-creams derr ~~FATS~~ liaos. oh my god !!! RUN !!!! but um lazy. =pPp
thursday, which is ytd, ii slept at 5am as ii helped my systa to do some stuff. poor miie hors! somemore wake up at 11am lerhs. YAWNS! SHO TIRED! miie realli wan money dun wan lyfe liaos. tot of goin systa house, but he didnt mess miie and ii cant make it anymore as ii got an appointment to go. OUCH! it's pain, okiee ii hate taking of photogragh, it's isnt their skin and mouth, they not pain, ii pain lerhs, pull sho hard ! STUPID! eeeyeer! went back home as ii forgot to bring joycely's belonging. hmmmx, saw francis lorry @ my block with him eatin ice-cream, but dun hab mine! arghhh! think francis send him to school bahs. =/ sho good hors. miie also dun hab lyk this derr services! yucks! jealous liaos.=) went to meet ziying and walk to skool together. saw one chio bu wors. RACHEL, if eu are reading my blog den.. YES!!! IT'S EU!! chio wors! =) um in love! =pPp hmmmx. someone got lover liaos, oso become chio liaos lorhss. hmmmx. aii qing derr zi lun lorhs. miie dun hab wors! eu lorhs, naber give miie ! wanna die arhs !! beta give miie love when we work together hors! =D ii dunch care derr hors. ii wan means ii wan. *bleahx* bout the graduation nyte, was boring narhs but got a cert, my report book and class photo ! ii will share to eu later. =))) ii leff when ppl are having their dinner bcos ii felt sho lonely and not in da mood liaos. reach home, ii cried! haish!! what a day!!
ii miss my systa liaos, naber chat with her lyk weird weird lyk that. hmmmx. but at least we still share things during our msn chat. =))) ii haben start my chinese! shiiet ! um running out of time ! oh no ! buck up !
[[` ii miss eu, ii miss eu deeply!!! ii wanna hug eu, ii mean it ! ii miss eu lyk mad! um truly in love in eu!!! will eu agree to meet up? haish. ytd, we did eyes-to-eyes but we did not talk. WHY????? haish, we din talk at all !!! ii miss eur voice! ii miss the hug!!! ^truly` madly` deeply~ YOU !!! ( " v " )`]]

ii miss eu !!!

2005-10-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with my systa narhx. to hab our dinner and accompany her out to deliver her goods to her customers. tsktsktsk.

today woke up and mummie li zheng jio miie out to mac to study our chinese. sorrwie that ii leff early as it's damn cold norhs. ii cant stand it anymore. =) ii accidently called brian (factory job derr boss) and ii asked him da details of cos thou ii dun realli wanna know too. =pPp but, most likely next wednesday start work norhs. together with rachel. hmmmx. rachel, dun tua miie again hors, beta dun put miie aeroplane liaos hors. ii already settle everything liaos hors!!! =b eu dare put miie pigeon again, ii'll make eu regret ! muahahahaha!!! =D now, feel lyk eat roti boy, but my systa naber buy ferr miie. arghhhh!!! =(

=))) most happy thingy!! ii OFF ferr one week!!! (walls ice cream) yeah !!! but, this bloody one week ish a torturing week as ii gonna study ferr my chinese! eeeyeer!! hate it! people can enjoy while ii cant nehs. yucks! but after my paper, ii will be real busy liaos, busy workin liaos! will share my schedule with eu all next week ! =)

[[` ii miss eu ! what fact(s) will ii get from eu? eu din reply my mess ytd which ii dont why. hmmmx. why sometime eu will suddenly message miie to chat, but sometime eu dont even wanna reply. haish! arghhh, ii still miss eu sho muchiie `]]

haish.

2005-10-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

=) sho long din touh my blog lerr. on thursday nyte, ii wenta drink with hong rui, jia wei, ziying.ziying was drunk as she drag on whole bottle. =D poor her and poor jia wei had to takkaiire of her. hmmmx. ii was moody that nyte. hmmmx. after drinking, ii manage to sleep thru the quiet nyte w/o waking up in da middle of da nyte. bcos, till now, ii still couldnt sleep well, ii will wake up to look at my handfone and couldnt get to sleep. dun realli know what happen to miie. =(

friday ii got work narhx, tag with zuhui but sales wasnt that great narhx. =b it was danny to relief francis. he come late, count money damn slow and OLD !!! =pPp

saturday, ii ~~OFF~~ !! =) wenta my systa house norhs. hong rui they all wenta sentosa. ii was helpin my systa as she wanna go hong kong lerr marhs, sho ii gonna help her norhs.

sunday, wenta systa house again as ii wanna her drive miie to work marhs, it's at gek poh area. hmmmx. sales still not bad narhx. =) but gonna stop ferr a week as... exam ish coming. hmmmx.

today saw zen vision. it's nice but... expensive norhs. hmmmx. it got alot of function norhs. but, see ish enuff than to get it. =)

[[` what my systa said, might biie ryte. but ii still choose eu!!! `]]

girl reunion and drinkin session.

2005-10-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

what a beautiful hand of ~~MINE~~

=) what ii can say ish, ii enjoyed ytd outings norhs. ii finally know how they break their fast and how energetic they can go after their dinner. =pPp ii bought smth but NO ONE appreaciate it. it's sho hurting narhx. ii asked zuhui to help miie smth and all da ppl there misunderstood us and ii spoilt his reputation norhx. um real sorrwie about it norhs. ii dun meant too. haish. ii pei linda walked home and ii walked back to jp to take bus home. alot of things came into my mind again, that make miie think that um an idiot. yucks!

today um gonna work again while um feelin sho ill now. haish, wanna vomit but nth come out. wanna sleep but cant get to sleep. ii really dunno what to do now lorhs. haish, meeting some of my frenzy lyk ziying, hong rui out ferr a drink after our work(different work, of cos). ii wanna drink as muchiie as ii could. ii wanna be drunk, ii wanna release stress. ii sho stress-up!!!! meetin 11 plus to midnyte? ii hope sho, ii wanna forget everything. actually last nyte ii jio hong rui out ferr drink but too late liaos. sho, postpone it to today. ii really excited bout this events ii organise. ii cant stand da stress um giving myself anymore ! HELP!!!

[[` ii knew da answer, ii try to understand and made miie regret to understand ! haish, wadz da conclusion? ii still gonna wait? haish ! -heartbroken- `]]

*wonder why my hand got one part there's isnt any lines? bcos, remember starting of da year, ii cut WM on my hand? that's where it ish now on my hand now. =pPp

sho boring.

2005-10-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

monday, my sales wasnt that good and when ii was toppin up my split, francis push him to miie, call him to help miie. yuppies, indeed, he did good sales. sianzation! when can ii reach his standard? sho pro! =)

tuesday, woke up was sho tired and ii mess francis whether can ii tag, and he agreed. when ii reach, ii den know it's magmun promotion liaos, all da packages will changed. hmmmx. ii tried sho hard and manged to get a sales of $273. pay was 53 bahss, but ii tag marhs. sho must divide. =( hmmmx. wadz a tiring day.

today, it's our ladies reunion ! =pPp but ii think not many ppl goin larrhs . as some busying doin their things. but ii realli hope ii will be many ppl there lorhs. get closer marhs, build a beta frenzyship. hmmmx. need to prepare liaos, if not, ii gonna late liaos. =))) today ish an important day ferr miie due to what my boss had done. um panic but not yet ready ferr da fact! haish! off now, update later when ii come back! =b

[[` ii miss eu. ii know eu are moving on to eur lyfe. but let miie tell eu, ii cant. ='( `]]

damnit !

2005-10-17T14:46:00.000+08:00

hmmmx. ytd my sales was alrite narhx,managed to get 160 plus norhs,but getting pay ish one week once lerr bahs, sianzation! flipping thru da whole history, ytd ish da only day ii chatted sho muchiie with francis. ii had enuff of him thou. my systa came to drove miie home norhs. =)

today, when ii woke up. my mood wasnt tat great. mabbe ytd my sadness still haben end. hmmmx. wasnt stress bout my work later on in da morning. but now, um stressin bout it. haii yorrhs, thinkin of way to release my stress but, actually ii dun intend to work today as no one ii knows work today. but, ii told francis ii will be workin, ii cant put him areoplane norhs. ~~sianx~~ gonna work later lorhs. ='( ii mus be strong !!

[[` eu. ii realli dunno what eu are thinkin, mabbe ii understands. sho, um waiting? `]]

sick and tired of this lyfe !

2005-10-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmx. it had been sho long that we ( girls ) did not contact each other ever since the same paper on monday. now, good news! we had a girl reunion again. *clap clap* we will be goin town to eat pizza and break fast together with da malays. =pPp it will be fun bahs. really hope every girls can make it on that day ! =))) this make that day free, okie? budden, the day still not confirm as some cant make it on that day? hmmmx.

this few nyte, ii cant sleep well lorhs. many images came to my mind. haish, dunno what happen to miie too. later gonna work again, sho stress. haish, why am ii sho different from ppl? why ii will stress when goin to work? haii yorrhs. got anyone wanna work walls? mabbe tag will release some of my stress or got anyone got any other jobs to intro miie? =/ now, ii cant slack, ii need to earn money, if not, how am i suppose to hab money to go out? hai yorrhs !

[[` eu, um still missingg eu ! `]]

um dying to die!!

2005-10-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

to ALL my fellow FRIENDS and HIM

ytd our sales still not bad norhs, managed to clear trolley !! =) can eu believe it? somemore still top-up 2 mini. muahahaha. francis kept makin fun of miie na! haish. um enuff of hurting wors ! =pPp after getting da pay and ii leff home alone. was bored and tired. almost 1 hour of bus journey. kaoz ! but, alot of things went thru my mind. some words kept repeatin and repeatin. ii dunno what um suppose to do. haish ! today my day was a gloomy one! nth muchiie happen, jus rot in front of my com and nua-in in my room. what more can ii do? yuppies, clear my room. yea, what an untidy room ii hab. =)) cleanin will be made after updating ! =b but before updating, ii went ferr a run with my mummie li zheng. =b my muscles ish gettin to rust, jus a short run, ii can biie tired lyk hell. gosh!

my lyfe wont be as simple as what ii want if there's still sho muchiie things happen to miie. FRIENDSHIP? yuppies, serious want ! why ?! why there's sho muchiie misunderstanding between us? cant it biie a PURE friendship? why ppl will hide things from each other instead of honesty? why ppl will wanna be a person whu doesnt belong to her character at all? hmmmx.

ii wasn't da person whu ii am at da first place. ii was being force to change. ii was being force to change by da enviroment. ii read my entry. how childish can ii biie! ii had done sho muchiie stupid mistakes! why cant ii realise my childish-ness long ago? mabbe sho muchiie things wont be happening to miie? ii dun wanna ppl to hate each other. ii dun wanna biie a two-headed snake? ii wanna change to an innocent person that no matter what happen, it's doesnt matter to miie, this ish how ii lived during my first 2 years of secondary lyfe, but slowly it changed during my third year in jurong sec, bcos everyone is changing. yea, ii agree. many ppl changed, including miie. =\

ii wanna start a new chapter of mine, from a nobody to a somebody. ii wanna changed da whole concepts of my lyfe. something might seem complicated but it's wasn't. jus forgive and forget, clear all da misundersanding, dun avoid da facts, solve it, and... just give in! and the something will change to a ~~NOTHING!~~ wasn't it easy? ii wanna start from zero. everything will start from zero. ii'll slowly climb up da grade. =))) it's seem more and more complicated hors? =D but, it wasn't, remember? blahx blahx. dunno what um saying liaos.=pPp

[[` same to eu, ii wanna start from zero now. ii'll try my best!! ii make it biie a perfect to us !`]]

*iii n 55iW !! * ( ii know eu know what ii means ) =pPp

~today ish a special day onli ii remember what happened 2 years ago ! ~

woo!! sho fast..

2005-10-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

ii din blog my blog again. dun really know what to write? =) the tym past sho fast, sho fast that today ish friday lerr. ii din went back to work after ii finished my paper. quite busy doin smth. today had to be on form lerr. gonna go back to work lerr. but, um taggin. hope our sales will be good na ! =pPp um broke !!! =b ii need earn money, to pay my bills and buy pressie ferr my special him!! n obody knows whu's him except miie! =b

[[` ii miss eu, ha-nie ! `]]

breakin down..

2005-10-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

haish, this few weeks.. alot of things happened to miie. haish. um breakin down. haish..

haish, it changed my whole lyfe.

2005-10-11T13:32:00.000+08:00

it's had being sho long ii did not touch my com, bcos of my N level na. now, all da papers had finished. um free, but ii feel lyk goin ITE ! ii dun wanna stuck in this skool again. ii wanna leave this skool. lousy tcha, lousy ppl all in this skool. haish. um a lousy person too. um a freako, lousy, stupid, irritating,moron and idiot !!! yuck! haish.

boring..

2005-09-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

my weekends was boring. spent it all at home in my bloody room. was sooopper boring can? why ii'll get sore eyes? ii realli dunno why? haish !

ii spread it to my nephew and my honey. haish! um guilty can ! =/ lyfe sucks when eu are having sore eyes. eu can see that everyone siam-ed eu and eu are jus leff alone at home while others went to enjoy. haish ! bored~ was alone at home and my mama they all went to sentosa. argghh !!

[[` haish, quarrelled with eu early in the morning and make my day worst. eu dun even bother to reply my mess. does it take alot of eur tym to reply? haish. eu went out, dun even bother to call miie thou eu got sore eyes too. haish ! am ii realli that sucks? haish ! um enuff of this larrhs ! had being crying since friday! haish. cant eu jus spent some tym on miie and not to eur frenzy/ brothers? um the one whu ish lonely, um the one being leff out, um the one whu ish sick and um the one which treated eu importantly but am ii the one eu cherish ? haish ! feelin sho sick in my room. `]]

bloody hell, ii kanna sore eyes !!

2005-09-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

ytd went to jurong mac to study with ziying, shu yee, lida as ii stayed at home kept watchin teebee. but when ii reached there, there's no difference, ii kept talkin and talkin. blahx blahx~ shu yee ish sho chio can, and she' hardworkin and gentle. sho envy ! ii bought a hello kitty book mark. sho cute norhs ! =) my left eye ish gettin heavier and heavier and when ii went to the toilet and conclusion, ii gotta sore eye. it's sho painful,can?
before ii leff my house, ii heard the news that NA students in 2007 need not take N level to promote to sec 5. oh man ! why am ii born in this year. =s

today, when honey mess miie, ii can know that he's worry bout my eyes larrhs. sho swit can, although my eyes realli cant open when ii woke up. went to skool. mr lee allowed miie to stay when ii talked to him but when ii walkin back to class, saw valerie co and that bitch and sarcastic freako chased miie home. sianz norhs. ii stayed at home, do nth and jus sleep sleep and sleep. oh ya. ii wanna thanks linda and rachel ferr mess-in miie to peii miie and thanks rachel ferr keepin papers ferr miie. special thanks to honey, ferr mess miie to chat, called miie during recess to chat, thanks ferr keepin papers ferr miie and thanks ferr the packet of rice and milo. sho swit of eu !!! muacks.
after skool, honey came to find miie. good hors...? miie eat and he read newspaper and while ii bathing, we played the computer. went to fetch my niece back home with honey and took cab to polyclinic to see doctor norhs. while waiting ferr my turn, honey went back his house to bath as he got work today. he came back and pei miie. not long, it's my turn, went in and got a 5 days mc start from today. =( lyfe ish bored can. think ii'll be goin back to skool on monday larrhs. my eyes ish sho painful can. haish. suddenly feel sho lonely.. dear, um waiting ferr eur call.
thanks linda ferr teacin miie how to take care of my eyes. as now, my leff eye spread to my ryte eye liaos. oh gosh !

[[` dearrie, um missin eu. thanks ferr takin care of miie today. ii love eu.. ii hope ii wen spread my sore eyes to eu arhs. thankss ferr being there ferr miie `]]

went ice-skate and boring lesson on thursday !

2005-09-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

hey, that's mine !

5 brothers-honey, alastair,teng guang, xian hong & yoyo

this are the foto taken on monday ! =) ytd ii din blog as um too tired. ytd went to skool, rachel din come to skool, but guess oso know larrhs. pon skool again ! =b um not that bad, okiee. sho , ii went. =) um guai haii zii. blahx blahx~ skool was still okiee larrhs, honey did tried to peii miie in skool lorrhs. smth sway happened to us, hope nth happen to us larrhs. after skool, he came my house and ii prepared myself and leff to his house. wait ferr him to prepare and play awhile and went to hab our lunch. while eating, we met hong rui and kok liang and went je ice skating place together larrhs. went in and played, not realli in the mood too. guys jus played on their own.hmmm, was bored lorrhs. nth to do marhs.went off at 6 plus and went to have our dinner larrhs. ii drank abit of beer and wasnt that shiok as onli got a little leff ferr miie niaz. oh gosh, ii love drinkingg now ! went home at 8 plus na ! and ii was sho tired. =)

today couldnt wake up, eyes sho heavy norhss. it's honey to wake miie up. =) went to skool, lesson still the same larrhs. worksheet worksheet and still worksheet. today, mr chin ish damn sarcastic can ! hate him na ! honey kanna chased out by poa tcha norhs, bcos he kept playin games in class. haii yarrhs. poor him.. after skool, went home alone larrh as he say he's tired larrhs. but, ii know, he wen go home want. he sure went out with his frenzy wan. haish. gonna spend my day at home again. blahx blahx... =b

[[` dearrie, ii really can see that eu are tryingg to be a good laogongg lorrhs. wadz ii hab say, eu did tried to do it larrhs. but there's somethings that still couldn't be changed? haish, the way eu treat miie. yucks ! sometym eu could jus forget about miie and leff miie alone norhss. hmmm, buy ii still love eu alot larrhs. um silly, but ii know ii din love the wrong person, ii love eur selfish-ness and careless-ness !! muacks..`]]

*** hey gals out there, ii admit um easily jealous person lorrhs, sho please stay some distance with my boy can..? chat abit.. ask ask question? sure, eu can. ii know bcos his studies ish good.. but can dun beyond a frenzy limit, please ! if everyone can beyond the frenzy limit? what ferr stead? wadz ferr wan the name like " now, we are together " but things we do are the same with eu all ? eu all played with guys whu had girlfriend, please think of how the gurls will feel can? it's hurt wors, do eu know that eu are hurting eur friends in some ways like this.. ii got my temper too. sorrwie to say this, but this ish fact. eu put eurself in my shoe lorrhs, if eur boyfriend had gals playing around him and super close with him, will eu angry? if eu are can tolerate, den sorrwie, bcos ii realli cant ! sorrwie bout this part, bcos ii had been thinkin bout this ferr veri long, if eu dun lyk this, please.. jus leave without comments ! ***

lalala- it's been sho many entries till now..

2005-09-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

we are one big family ! 4-D gurls rawks !

[[ 19 sept o5 ]]

ytd ii pon skool, nobody in my family knows! um bad? hmmm, yea ! but, um jus too lazy to attend lesson. oh no, ii seem to be still in holiday mood ! no, ii cant anymore, the tym leff doesnt allow miie to biie sho slacking ! but my words are louder than action !! blahx blahx. dun tok bout this anymore ! spoilt mood hors. =) wads ii did ytd? okie, went out at normal skool tym and went to s11 bus-stop as ii planned to go boon lay mac and sleep while waiting ferr honey to wake up. BUT, ii happened to met chung siang and jonathan at the bus-stop and leff to the market to hab breakfast thou um not eating. went to chung siang house and wait ferr him to change his clothes and pei him go to honey's house area to see doctor to "buy" mc as we pon skool marrhs. went to jonathan house after that as he need to change his clothes as he still in skool uniform. after that, ii went to honey house lerr lorrhs bcos.. ii woke him up by calling him thousand times! see him play games and went to polyclinic to see doctor with yoyo and kok liang. it cost miie $6.10 norhss ! kaoz ! by the way, um realli sick, okay ! =p went back to honey house and he played game and ii rest. he hugg-ed miie to see ! um sho tired but it's swit to be with him. leff his house at 5 plus and went back to my house ferr miie to prepare. went out at 5 plus to 6 while we suppose to reach at 5:45. sorrwie guys. =b haha. went marina south to hab steamboat, it's fun ! ii drank more this times. =) photos to be upload-ed soon ! be patient with miie. =) lalala~ went to play pool and arcade and went to the sea area to listen to the wave ! and leff home ! =) yawns !!

[[ 2o sept o5 ]]

cant woke up in the morning, mabbe bcos ii drank last nyte? =) nah~ um not that weak lorrhs, um jus too tired. went to skool, geo lesson, the rani was damn boring can. hmmm, every lesson ish almost the same, teacher come in, give worksheet and do and ring... end of lesson, teacher come, worksheet and ring.. end of lesson ! everyday ish the same na ! sho bored ! but ii love the dismissed skool bell as we can go out liaos. honey came my house today and we played awhile and went to jurong point to pay my bill and eat eat as the doctor called miie not to skip meal but ii drank milo today although the doctor say cant. =) went home after walkin around and ii rot till now. boss suppose to come and find miie at 5 plus but, still no sight of him. bored ! um sho bored ! =) someone save miie, please ! =b um off to eat dinner, ii cant skip meal ! haha.. ciaos !

[[` dear, eu are sho pathetic, ii keep bullying eu but eu shud know wads gurls wan marhs ! ii think eu know what ii mean lorrhs ! smth ii jus hate the way eu treated miie, but whu call miie to love eu sho muchiie and cant bear to let eu go ! muacks ! hope eu will change to beta, or remain unchanged and not changing to worst ! muacks ! iiloveeu!! `]]

`dots.lyfe ish full of problems`

2005-09-18T19:50:00.000+08:00

lyfe ish full of problems ! this ish wads ii gonna say na! freaking lyfe of mine !

[15o9o5]

ii cant find a tym ferr miie to use the com, um jus too busy studying my chinese as it's a last-minute revision na ! sho many words jus cant get in ! why cant ii focus and why the words cant get in? haii yorrhs ! went to study at taman jurong mac with ziying, lida, arina, munirah,amalina and yea, and mummie lizheng. miie,ziying and lida leff mac at 11 plus norhs. we accompany ziying to wait fer 98 and lida and ii leff as there's a molost-er in our neighbouring. luckily got -honey- to peii miie chat in da fone ! thanks ! we chatted untill he's tired. ii went to study my chinese again till 4 plus and went to sleep, but ii think it's wasting of time as words cant get in? hmmm, my day was sho bored.

-he's- working and ii had an exam to process.

public apology to ziying :: sorrwie, ii cant contact dao him, as he did not on his fonee, and eu gonna walked home alonee ! um sorrwie to make eu afraid of blangadash! opps ! =x

[16o9o5]

went to skool and took my chinese paper, which ii can say, it's gone. ii studied ferr the wrong papers and ii was lyk totally gone lost during the paper. gosh ! went back class to find -him- norhs, and -he- came my house. ii cooked noodles ferr -him-,although ii actually drop a egg shell inside. =)) around 5 plus, francis called and we helped him to print smth and he came to drive us back to -his- house. we lied to -him- say we happen to hab parents-meeting ! lalala~ wei chuan-walls derr sell -honey- block. -honey- helped him to sell while um jus walkin around following them na ! went home at 10 plus na ! was boring, naber really chat with -him- at nyte as ii waited ferr his call till ii fell asleep ! ii lack of sleep larrhs ! =D

[17o9o5]

ytd woke up by -honey's- mess and -he- mess something swiit to miie ! ii love him.. muacks ! went to find -his- house and -he- cook noodles ferr miie too ! =) swiit !! leff ferr work at 4 plus. sales was bad ! my boss gave miie another nick lerr ! " polyclinic " dOtSs !! =b went to meet my classmatiex at the canel, we wanted to play bomb as we had dry ice but failed ! went home at 12 plus and end of my day !

[18o9o5]

today was lantern festival. was boring can ! no one jio miie out and no events! sho shitty can ! ii hate this. wadz a boring day ! my mood wasnt that good the mood day ! cum ii receive a mess from my buddy, and she told miie smth saddening larrhs ! wadz ish honest? blahx blahx... tmrw might not be going to skool na. all my classmatiex not goin marhss, sho ii dun go beta ! =)

[[ my frenzy told miie that, today we can make a wish under the moon. ii hope it come true na ! and ii think eu should know what um wishing na ]] iiloveeu !!

moodswingg..

2005-09-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

today went to skool, leff my buddy's adidas water bottle beside her filled with my "aii xin" plain water ! ii bet it's swiit! =) did a donation of $2 but ii shared with alastair derr na, sho ii donate $1 niaz. =p thanks alastair ferr passin miie eur chinese books ! =b mood was good before recess. after recess, my mood started to swing? sat alone during english period, can ii say, it's was real great ferr my moodswinging? ii was feeling good sittingg alone. my mood was damn bad na! ii was annoyed by my classmatiex. they are sho kiddy! aren't they worried? =(
-honey- knew ii got moodswing as ii mess -him- during lesson time. =b after skool, went canteen to hab lunch with -him- and leff to my house. we observed our camera and ii think somewhere had goes wrong, but, we cant go ferr repair this week as he gonna work ferr the whole week. gonna wait till next week liaos. *waitwaitwait* francis kept asking miie to go back to work as it's cornetto promotion again! but, um having prelim on friday! went to fetch my niece after skool. -he- accompany miie and we played at the playground. ii was wonder whether did he feel bored? but, um happie, this ish the kinda of lyfe ii wan ! ii found a lyfe ii love ! -he's- working now ! good luck to -him- ! um missin -him- !
thanks linda ferr chatting with miie! ii love eur words, ii love eu more ! eu realli bright my lyfe ! eu realli understand how ii feel without miie tellin eu before hand! eu rawks !!
* dear, this song in my blog ish dedicated to eu. the lyrics ish meanin. this ish how ii feel too ! um sorrwie, ii used the wrong methods to love eu. but ish bcos ii realli afraid one day eu might jus leff miie bcos of other parties? sorrwie ferr not trusting eu. um sorrwie tat ii might be too strict to eu but ii scare one day ii might jus FALL !! um breakin down soon, um no longer strong ! please, save miie, can eu? haish ! realli hope eu understand miie. promise? can ii believe? but, um loving eu !! ii still love eu that muchiie ! muacks ! this song ish meaningful ! muacks! eu are more meaningful to miie! muacks. woaiinii!! *

bad tuesday!

2005-09-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

13 sept, tuesday ! it's not a good day ferr miie! mabbe it's bcos ii had geography lesson ferr my first lesson ! oh gosh, it's bored. mood wasn't that gr8 na ! ii was damn pissed off by my classmatiex especially her and -him- ! ii was damn frustrated by them na! skool days sucks! yeah, ii agreed!

after skool, -honey- kanna caught by mr lim ferr hair and -he- went ferr hair cut again and ii went home. after -he- ate and bathe, -he- leff ferr work. sho sianz, my lyfe goes in circle. ii wasn't in the mood to study too. ii kept missing -him- thru the nyte ! ii tot of alot of things. ii was upset ! ii asked -him- some qns and -his- answer ish swiit !! iilovehim!

2005-09-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

that's my gal gal !!
my gal gal got body wan hors

tata..! um back to update wadz going on monday, 12 sept 05 ! we are one year five months old ! miie and my boy had gone thru sho many ups and downs, and still stay strong and firm ! ii realli hope there's no one coming in between my boy and miie na ! although ii know, we are steady and balance but once it's loses control, it's might jus fall? budden ii know ii will grab hold of his hands, as tight as possible! =p no chance to biie given ferr eu gals out there ! lalala~ =b

my buddy did not go to skool as she accompany her mama to go ferr check-up to see her cute lil syata in her mama stomach. wakakaka! went ferr te check-up ish a fun experience as we can see everything insde the stomach. the legs, hands, head! feeweets ! it's amazing ! once it's out, ii will tend to wonder, their lyfe inside the stomach ish real tough, mothers and babies ish suffering, mothers suffer from pain, while the babies ish suffering due to not enuff space? wahahaha ! as went the babies ish out, they are sho long, can eu imagine it's out from the mothers stomach? =) but, it's cute. Babies ish cute ! =b

in skool, did nuting, jus being caught by my co-form ferr long nails ! oh ya, ii wanna share ! sunday nyte, ii dye my hair ! hair dresser - miss annie ! ferr infomation, it's my brother's girlfrend. =b -honey-'s hair kanna caught na ! ii had laughter in skool norhs, mabbe it's bcoss, it's a special day ferr miie! =b lalala~ due to -his- hair kanna caught, -he- went ferr hair cut before meeting miie.

-he- came my house to wait ferr miie as um slow ! leff home at 4 plus and down to orchard. went cineleisure to check ferr movie tickets but we missed the show. went walk walk and leff to shaw house to hab our lunch cum dinner and went to watch movie at Lido norhs. went to watch " one more chance " aka " san ge hao ren ". it's funny and touching. ii cried lotsa time and -he- kept luffing at miie ! eeeyer ! -he's- sho bad !! humpps ! watched ferr almost 2hours and leff to bought my pressie. which ish shared on top ! yesh! my GAL GAL !! haha! Boii boii ish coming real soon ! =b to accompany my gal gal ! took train back and we leff each other at lakeside and the time ish 11pm sharp ! =p oh ya, smth swiit which ii gonna share, this morning, he woke up at 6 and reach my house at 6:40 to find miie as ii requested him as ii need to let him see whether my face ish okiee to go skool. as it's peelin and it's ugly can ! and he peii miie go skool as he need to go skool too. haha ! it's still swiit !

* darling, eu hab been a goody laogongg. good job, keep up the good work hur ! well done ! =) although eu injuried my thumb today, but um still happie to go out with eu ! muacks. iiloveeu ! happie one year five months! =)) *

busy updating.

2005-09-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

my favourite bag and rachel water bottle

ytd ii went to -his- house and talk talk sleep sleep lorhs. and leff -his- house at 3 plus, -he- went to work while ii went home. ii was busying updating my previous entry na ! my skins ish breakin and peelin it's sho ugly ! was bored too as -he- work den no one pei miie. arghhh !! my brother and systa kept luffing at miie bout my face la ! eeeyer !! chat with -honey- as he promised miie ! =) and went to sleep ! yawns !! zZzzZz

today, -his- family day, sho we din meet up lorhs. but when ii woke up, ii was shocked. my left eye ish swollen and skin ish peeling, yucks !! sho ugly can ! now miie alone at home, all went out but bcos of my skins, ii gonna stay at home. um sho hungry can ! haish, anyone remember miie ? thinking whether tmrw wanna go skool not bcos of my eye and skin. haish !

wonder why ii put this pic in my entry? bcos, that water bottle ish my buddy* rachel derr. she leff her bottle during our outing. ii wanna let her know that ii din abbuse her bottle, it's still safe and sound ! =) ii took it together with my bag as she say my bag ish nice ! haha.. dun jealous hur ! =b haha !!

*`um missing -eu- and ii knew that -eu- are at -eur- auntie house having fun ! please dun forget miie na ! =) tmrw ish my our one year five months anniversary lerr !! hope we will enjoy ! muacks !! iiloveeu !! `*

work work work..!

2005-09-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

note :: please focus on the ice-cream stick not the cars, as it's taken on my brother's table. although nice car hur ! =)

this ish the magmun -honey- came to find miie and gave miie eat after his work !! sho swit hur..sorrwie, the ice-cream ish in my stomach, only leff stick to share ! =b

09 sept which ish friday. when ii woke up, ii was in pain, as ii got sunurn the previous day ! it's damn pain can. prepare and went -honey- house,-his- mama was shocked to see miie in this serious sunburn ! -he- helped miie to put lotion. sho swit. ii fall asleep on his bed.ii was tired can. -he- prepare hao lerr and woke miie up. went back to my place and ii went to bath and leff ferr work.bcos of my sunburn, ii ask francis whether ii can tag and ii happened to be taggin with -him-. reached there, francis say ii pai sehz arhs, bcos face red marhs den say my ear veri red lyk shao zhu derr ear den say miie oso hab pig brain, idiot him ! =( ii wanna try if ii could work even though ii got sun burn, but in the end cant, very pain. told francis ii dun wanna work on sat as it's hurt when toppin up. was sho tired ! den after work, went to eat and leff home na ! and that's the end of my day ! =) tired !

*[[ ii really appreciate what eu had done ferr miie norhs.ii can see all the effort eu put in lorhss.woaiinii ]]*

sentosa trip at ferr girls..!

2005-09-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

outings for all girls !!

4-D - chio-bu(s)-ziying,shuyee,andrea&yvonne

4D chio-bu(s)- our S.H.E
miie and mummy* lizheng
miie and buddy*rachel

08 sept which ish thursday. morning, it's raining. my dearest friend, linda mess miie and ask miie not to be affected by the rain norhs.woke up at 7 as it's a good weather to sleep marhs.met up with shu yee and yuk ling na. bcos ii need to help them carried those drinks marhs.reach lakeside and meet up with the others and leff to sentosa. when wr reach siloso beach, it's raining. but after we set up everything,it's stopped. we could see the sun !! =) thanks god ! wakakaka. we went to play games like captain ball and dog and bone. it's sho fun. group A ish the best ! ii love the cheer too !! muahahaha. it's cute ! ii love eu all ! 3 cheers fer group B too. we still 4-D babes hur ! =) ii took alot of pics with my buddy na. we got bread and drumsticks version norhs. to be share later. muahahaha ! had great fun with my frenzy man ! when my frenzy went to play with water, ii cahtted with my buddy norhs. chat alot of things? =p my buddy leff us at 1 plus as she need to attend church thingy, but, nvmiie. ii forgive her, god first marhs ! =)

after my buddy leff, we went to play with water again norhs.swim around and my leg keep cramping na. but we played water polo and play true or dare in the water. i answer a truth and did a dare.linda dare ish ii suggest derr, ii called her to say hi to the ang moh and mine ish worst. ii had to shake his hand and said welcome to singapore. after saying,he came to join we all. ii was damn pai sehz norhs. =) had great fun na. went to bath at 5 plus. um damn red can !! sun burn ! yucks ! it's pain ! oh gosh ! took 30 back home !

ii called dear when ii reached home although ii knew -he's- workin. we chatted till francis came to look ferr my -him-. chat bout one hour plus wors. ii miss -him- ! -his- sales still not bad marhs. den ii told -him- ii feel lyk eating ice cream. and after his work he came to find miie with a magnum.sho swit ! ii pei -him- go s11 eat norhs ! and we leff each other at 11 plus and ii reached home at 12 plus ! we did not chat as we fell asleep ! wadz a tiring day !! but overall, ii enjoyed !! thanks -honey- and my frenzy and BUDDY !!! ciaos !!

he went to malaysia !

2005-09-07T18:43:00.000+08:00

wasn't a good day ferr miie again !!

07 sept, which ish wednesday ! -he- went to malaysia with -his mama, brother, anutie and cousin. -he- leff miie alone in singapore. sho lonely ! =( watched dvd with my mama and my mama was oso an eomontional person can. she kept crying. =b went to meet alastair, teng guang, sing joo, xian hong and kenneth at the ice skating place. we skate and skate. =) it's fun. haha. on that day, ii got sho many boyfriend can. first boyfriend, alastair, second, teng guang, third, xian hong. but, ii muchiie more closer with my first. =) but this story end at 12 midnight and it's the end. we are lame can ! had sho muchhie fun! send my first boyfriend to suntec and leff miie with the second and third which um not close at all. waited ferr my NUMBER ONE WHICH STAY FOREVER IN MY HEART at suntec. -he- rushed to meet miie, sho swit of -him-, ii love -him-. went shop shop and rush cab to sim lim and ii saw the hello kitty camera. but ii din bought it as, all of them say it's not worth it. but ii love it. ii wasn't happie bout it of cos. ii leff them to decide wadz a good camera to them lorhs. um jus there to foot the bill. ii gave some attitude to -him- . and -he- showed miie attitiude too.had a tiff again on our way back to bugis. we din realli happie with each other na. -he- gave miie a buay song face, sho ii chose to talk to alastair. that day, ii total saw three couples quarrel norhs, um one of them na ! =( on the mrt, we had a tiff again, and ii cant tahan anymore and ii cried. -he- din send miie home as -his- mama ish naggin and kept chasing -him- home.

ii wanna make a public apology to alastair, sorrwie. ii din pei eu ! =( my mood wasn't that good too ! and xian hong, ii gave eu my bad attitude !

*had a tiff on the fone again ! and -he- said smth touching norhs. make miie love -him- deeper and deeper can ! -he- told miie:" eur boyfriend came to find eu immediately after ii reach singapore and my dinner and ii din went home jus to find eu, but eu chose to talk to others !!" um sho touched can, and this makes miie realised how ii treated -him- ! sorrwie ferr wadz ii had done na ! ii'll change ferr -eu- ! jus ferr -eu- !! ciaos !!

crying day ferr miie !!

2005-09-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

isn't a good day ferr miie...

uh-oh !! ii dinn touch my com sho sho many day can ! =( 6 sept um jus damn moody !! here it's goes :

5 sept slept at 3 plus as ii had been studyin my Social Studies due to my N level Humanities Paper ytd.woke up at 6 plus to mess -honey- and chat with -him- till -he- reached skool. ii fell asleep again, woke up after -his- paper a -he- called miie. went to meet -him- at taman jurong mac to continue my ss revision and it's crowded with jurong students can. =) smth happen bout smoking and sabo kia derr lorhs. went back to skool ans saw sir. he's friendly. since ii leff the team, this ish the first tym ii talked to him norhs. =) he's sho sweet. um isn't feelin that well before the paper, dunno why too. before the papers, alot of things happen na, make miie sho pai sehz. =b took the paper, was upset as qns of merger that 8 marks, ii wont be doin well. =( as ii actually tot it wen come out and ii din studied ferr it.serve miie ryte? =(

thanks buddy ferr makin miie feel sho enjoyin as. we played a stupid game. runnin around and runnin on the road infront of skool. =) it's a stupid game but um luffin when ii wrote this down. haha. eu dun abbuse my yang la ! haha. it's cute, okie? eu dunno how to appreciate ! lousy eu. =b being tua by all my frenzy na. in the end din go out. but ii went out to boon lay shoppin centre with my -guy- . was sad as ii being tua by my frens marhs, um bad at organising? went to find my hello kitty camera. -he- told miie, it's the end of promotion and cant find it anymore. um sad can ! ii cried at the bus-stop. ii had a tiff with -him- at the bus-stop and ii cried at too. can eu see, how bad ish my day? went jp with -him- to look fer camera and had my dinner norhs. -he- sent miie home, and we waited ferr -his- 98 and when it came, -he- prepare to board the bus but -he- ran back to returned miie my key and -he- missed the bus ! wakaka ! we waited fer quite long and it finally came ! =) and it's the end of my day ! =) ciaos !

note: if eu did visit my blog last few day, but eu din see this entry, dun worry ! eur com ish not spoil but ish bcos ii save it according to date again ! =b bubbyess !!! lame. =)

n level chinese..!!

2005-09-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

startingg of "N" level !! =(

today my -honey- and my classmatiex ish having their chinese papers !! ii hope -he- will do well ferr -his- chinese na !! today, ii woke up at 6 plus and chat with -honey- till 7.30am. ii kept nagging him bout chinese format. muahahaha !! =b ii know um irritating. =p went to meet -him- after his paper at 12 plus and he came and find miie and we go jp to hab lunch and ii went to buy some thing ii need. went -his- house awhile and leff jurong east to study. =) went to hab dinner at jscc area and went home... and end of my day !! muahahaha.. tmrw ish my ss paper..stress!! paper start at 2pm.. weird huh? =p but.. after paper can enjoy lerr !! =D gonna end here lerr! chatting on the fone with him now.. =p

[[happie birthday to gerladine !! ]]`

hohoho !!

2005-09-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

that goes my weekends !!

hohoho !! um here to blog liaos lorhs. ytd din blog as ii actually forget about it. =b sorrwie guys !! =/ hmmm.. ytd had ss lesson on merger. ii was lyk "woohoo,that's my favourite topic, ii loved it " but sad that ii cant concentrate as my -honey- cant get into the skool as -he- wore slippers to skool and that irritating security actually chased -him- out of the skool. thanks buddy, eu helped miie to cope another notes ferr miie ! iiloveeu na !! when ii got to know that mdm rani ish goin to let us self-study, ii quickly ran out of panel room and ran out of skool but ii see no sight of -him- bcos -he-told miie that -he- will be waiting ferr miie at the bus stop. ii got sho panic and ii called -him- and got to know that -he- went to the other gate, both of us ran to meet each other and ran back to my house to gave him my shoe. we sneak into the room without being caught by mdm rani !! muahahaha !! it's sho fun ! haha. not long, mdm rani came back into the room together with an attendance list and ii was lyk " phew, luckily we got back jus in tym and -he- came in the class at the ryte time !! =) " at least -he- still get to study and ii can concentrate liaos !! =p ii niid to thanks my mummy li zheng ferr giving miie room info !! haha, that's why ii know wadz the ryte tym to go back class ! thanks mummy !! muacks !!
not to forget!! happie birthday to ah bui !!
today -honey- woke up at 10 plus and came to find miie at 11 plus. bcos we tot we gonna go sim lim square, sho gonna hab some tym to study -his- chinese. but in the end, we naber go lerr as -his- frenzy dun wanna go anyhow !! ii was super sian-diao norhs ! den in the end stayed at home to watch teebee till around 6 plus and went into my room to start -his- revision ! ii tested -him- some and ii teach -him- some compo skills !! hope it's help !! ii realli hope -he- can do well in -his- chinese paper norhs ! um quite worried ferr -him- norhs !! but,wish that -he- remember what ii told -him- na !! oh ya, most important , my buddy, ii wen forget her derr !! um here wishing eu !! good luck and gambatte in eur chinese !! mus realli do eur best hur !! iiloveeu veri muchiie too !! muacks !!
hmmm.. while um having my dinner, -he- called miie to watch channel 8 as hab derrick singing !! -he- sho nice, will bother to call miie to tell miie !! sho swit ! =) derrick ish sho handsome and cute can.. !! weet~
* dearest -eu-, do -eu- love that ii realli care and worry bout -eu- !! ii realli love eu alot and ii know that no one can take over -eur- place in my heart ! um happie to be with -eu- and we had great fun together ! ii simply loveeu.. !!
[[ love eu, love eu , may ii love eu?? tell miie , eu love miie too !! ]]

ice-skatingg !!

2005-09-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

today lessin was bored, 9 period of social studies !! oh gosh !! it's bored. went home straight and help my mama do things . went out at 4 to 5 plus as ii wanted to go check out ferr contact lens but ii was late and ii din went. ii went to meet -honey- instead. went jurong east library to find classmatiex. ii went to watch ppl skate at entertainment and ii started to love it again !! that place ish full of memories can. all my sad and happiie memories !! ii wanna organise one day to go skating again.. haha !! =) um siao in it.. haha.. hmmm... tmrw still need to wake up early and go ferr ss lesson !! it's sho sians !! x)
*um missingg -eu-,um waiting ferr -eur- call now !*

superstar !!

2005-09-01T23:21:00.000+08:00

today ish teachers' day, sho no skool ferr today !! shiok wors. =) woke up at 11 plus. today ish sho bored can, nth to do !! =) haha. -honey- came to find miie and we leff to boon lay to see the camera but it's currently out of stock. sho sad na. went jp to top up -his- ez-link and went to buy our dinner and leff to -his- house to watch superstar !! went home at 10 plus and the result ish wadz ii expected although ii dunch lyk wei lian. but ii know he will win bcos of tong qing fen? lalala~ ii dunch care, but ii admit kelly sang beta than wei lian. =b haish, dunch wanna go think liaos? it's sho unfair ? =p hmmm, tmrw got skool. sho sianz la. next tuesday ish my n level ss liaos. sianz.. sho stress.. ii haben study wors.. haha.. sho relax.. haha... hmmm.. goin off now, -he's- callin miie now !!!

teacher day celebration...

2005-08-31T22:52:00.000+08:00

happie teacher's day !!

today went skool, but it's half day although it dun seem to be na as we dismissed at 11.45? not sho sure. today was teachers' day celebration, and ii think mainly was on live band. cOol~ =) love it sho muchiie, it jus made the atmosphere getting higher and higher. some performance were jus sho cute. lalala~ had fun with my classmatiex. we jus got sho high rite,girls? =) we rocks ! miss j, eu rocks too.. oh yea, miss j bought the hello kitty camera !! oh gosh, it damn nice norhs ! argghh..!! hmmm, oh man ! ii admit !! um impressed, 5B eu rocks !! they jus can hab idea which we normal student wont think of ferr the teachers !! they are jus sho creative can? ii lovee their class spirits !! 5B, eu all jus sho great !!
after dismissed, rush to eat and we ate kfc with all my classmatiex. reached panel room one min before mdm rani chased us away ! =) phew !! =) mdm rani was high too. sho much emotion !! heehee =/ leff skool at 2.30 and went home. but leff to 116 at 3.30 to play awhile of bball with zuhui and vimal and leff to cc to see them play as... there's jus too muchiie of ppl playing. waited ferr -honey- to find miie. and leff home to bath and ii tried to teach -him- chinese,but ii failed? =b stuppid -him- !! =p
and here ii am to blog. heehee..it's jus sho fun ferr miie today !! ii wanna stay happie forever !! hmmm, public apology to er sao !! sorrwie, er sao, ii din watched eu perform as ii still hab lesson after concert and um hungry !! sorrwie, hope eu dun mind !! =(
*dearest -eu- , today ii tried not to stick by -eur- side and ii succeed? -eu- din feel weird at all too? but nvmiie, as ii wanna try to get close to our girls in class and ii somehow did it? ii had fun with them although sometime um lonely but at least, ii din stick with -eu- ! yeah, um wise ! ii niid my own frenzy too, ii cant alwaes stick with -eu-. -eu- had no freedom too? lyk ii see, -eu- saw alot of chio bu and cute gals today. humps !! idiot -eu- !! =b but nvmiie, at least ii know that -eu- did enjoyed with -eur- frenzy and that special person !! =/ haha ! ii miss -eu- waiting ferr -eur- call !! *

william tan came ferr talk.

2005-08-30T14:40:00.001+08:00

had fun in skool

this morning, ii was reluctant to get out of bed till -he- mess miie. =) um jus lyk a pig ! =b went to skool and saw alastair, um sho shockin that he actually came to skool jus ferr miie. sho swit of him? =p
had a boring physics lesson where miss lee jus sucks at teaching can? math, we had to do worksheet and recess, we jus locked up the door as mr nur had highlight this point during flag-raising time. blahx blahx.. after recess, it's the talk on the doctor. at first um excited bout the talk but guess what, ii slept thru the talk together with -honey- lalala~ after the talk, it chinese, where it's a free period ferr miie and ii had great fun in class. alastair sat beside miie and we bet of answers on the chinese paper. ii total earn $1.70 while alastair still had a loss of $0.30. lida loss the most, $1.40.. =) during poa, alastair continued to sit beside miie na, where we talked alot of thing about future. =p sho fun !!
and here ii am, updating my blog sharing my daily stuffs !! today, my buddy din came to skool, ii dun really know what happen to her too as she din reply my mess too. heys babe, saw this, mess miie, okie? =) today, alot of ppl naber come lorhs. bubby*rachel, jiao wei*jia wei, humbird*yoyo , stationery shop* xian hong, fianancial difficulties*zuhui , ii like to move it*vimal , our class runner up * teng guang , serious * joycely !!
think later, um goin to play bball again at cc and teach -honey- chinese !! =p that's my programme ferr today liaos !! um off to prepare liaos lorhs.. bubbyess !!=))

tired day ferr miie !!

2005-08-29T21:39:00.000+08:00

basketball day~

ytd did had some unhappy things happen to miie and -honey- . but it's solved !! ii miss -him- sho muchiie that we met up in the morning !! ii hug -him-. can showed how muchiie ii miss -him- na !! muacks !! how great that um same class with -him- although there's might be some disadvantages, but at least ii still got to see -him- whenever ii think of -him- !!
went home after skool and went jp to help my mama and my systa do things. went cc to play bball with my best frenzy, lifang. weijian was there too. around 4.30, honey reached !! sho fun, sho long naber play bball lerr. ii still hope to hab a match with -him- or same group as -him- !! lalala~ um sho tired !! leave now, bubbyess !! =)

start a new lyfe..

2005-08-28T19:24:00.000+08:00

ii wanna start a new lyfe on my own. ii dun wanna rely on him anymore ! a brand new day !! yesh!!

wadz.a.stupid.sunday

2005-08-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

that's goes my sunday

wadz ii hoped ytd did not come true. ii did not have a fruitful sunday !! how sad !! haish, wadz ii got back ish hurt, hurt, and hurt !! wadz ii realli dunno was whu actually um to eu? haish !! it 's jus nth to eu? haish !! love ish smth sweet and lovely? but why din ii feel anything? how confuse ii am !! are we facing to an end soon?? ish our story gonna end??

that's goes my saturday !!

2005-08-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

that goes my saturday !!

luckily that -honey- mess miie this morning to wake miie up as we had social studies extra lesson. -honey- came to meet miie this morning. now ii go and think, it's has been been a long time he din meet miie before skool. we sat together in panel room. first tym we sat in skool together na !! my wish fulfill ? =b went to have my breakfast after lesson as last nyte ii jio -him- to go. guess who we saw? miss yeong, miss tang and the chinese teacher. went home after that filling my stomach.

-honey- came to meet miie at 1.40pm to go jp together. we was late lorhs. =p den watch we watch "the maid" =) was funny, shocking, and scary na ! funny ish by rachel*my buddy* and some guys lyk the humbird*yoyo. =D did enjoy the show today. thanks -honey- and frenzy ! =) love eu guys !! *muacks

went home after going to the arcade. ii leff around. 5 plus na a ii know. honey going to hab run with yoyo and ii know he wen be callin miie that early, sho today, it's a boring saturday ferr miie !! hmmm... hope tmrw it' a fruitful sunday ferr miie.

ii miss eu !!

boriing day na..!!

2005-08-26T19:49:00.000+08:00

today went skool and it started to rain and we did not have pe ferr the first period.but during the second period, those guys went to play while girls felt that the weather ish cold sho we did not attend pe !! ii went back class to study my chinese as today ii got test marhss.. it's quite easy na but ii cant finish the paper on tym, sho have to continue on monday ! =) anyway, ii leff comprehension niax. haha. got back my geography paper, jus manage to pass it -25/100- sho sad, ii did happie with my ss -30/50- but my geography pulled it down !! =(
after skool, ii tot -he- forget miie lerr, but -he- actually ran back to find miie!! sho swit of -him- !! =) ii see -him- eat na, while um eating my bread. um on diet !! =b went back ferr the boring talks and exhibition. was stupid na !! ii still dunno wadz course to take lerhs !! =p
today ii found out that -he- lied to miie again ! but, ii still chose to forgive him lerr ! hope -he- wen lied to miie again norhs !! now -he- outside with his frenzy but um glad, he's willing to spend effort mess-in miie !! =) iimisseu !!!
still wondering whu makes my dearest buddy, sho angry.. today,after skool, ii din realli talk to her lerhs !! sorrwie, but she got yvonne at her side lerr, sho, i siam lerr !! den miie and -him- alwaes nth to tok about derr.. hmmm.. =) cheer up !! tmrw going watch movie !! *twist*
-iiloveeu- ( " v " )

bored.. ii failed my prelim?

2005-08-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

ii din hab the tym to blog as ytd after skool, ii went -his- house and stayed till 6plus and went hke east there to pay his bill and went jurong spring to buy food mum mum and leff ferr my systa house. helped my systa to do some stuffs and went home after watching superstar. ii had headache ferr the whole day norhs, sho went to sleep. =)
ii wanna answer to my buddy and er ge bout wadz eu all asked miiie in skool !! hmmm...buddy.. eu said that ii share with eu sho many sad thing bout miie and -him- .. bout how hurt ii am? but why alwaes the next day we all happie back again? eu say lyk no link.. hmmm, ii din realli answer it to eu.. and.. ii answer eu norhs. bcos, ii love -him- ... sho ii kept giving -him- chances again and again. and mabbe um someone who ish soft-hearted na. dun hab the heart to angry at -him- ferr a long tym na !! to my buddy and er ge, another no link ish that, that day, somethings happened to miie and -him-.. eu all say no link bout, how come ii still can happy.. am i alryte? hmmm... um perfectly fine na !! bcos if ii still sad, ii dun be happy, this relationship will become veri bad ferr us wors.. and already solve lerr, wadz ferr go and think about it again? jus hab a new start and forget bout everything norhs. and, ii dun have the strength or heart to leave -him- na !! bcos, ii knew he ish the only one whu can make miie smile and ii need -him- !! thats why, ii dun wanna continue to angry of him bcos ii want this relationship to go on? =b hope eu all understand how ii feel? =b
papers had given back lerr !! did veri badly ferr it !! arghh... jus stepped on the line while my poa worst..!! ii FAILED !!! haish.. ii deserved it na !! hmmm... lost my control and cried out in front of -him- !! arghh.. today ish sho stressful. somemore, today ish the frst chinese lesson we attended after prelim and we got to know this big news that.. tmrw hab chinese common test.. from sec1 to sec4 while ii din learnt anything. sure flung my chinese tmrw as ii dun intended to study. there's jus not enuff tym ferr miie na !! my chemistry deproved !! my poa worst !! my effort level ish just zero !!! blahx !! dun wanna think lerr la !! headache !! =\
jus came back from my appointment at NUH !! it's hurt !! lalala~ endure !! =)
think meeting -him- later on, ii need to give -him- back something. =p hmmm.. ii know that -eu- are trying veri hard to improve our relationship na!! ii will try my best to improve too..okie? um waiting ferr eur call now as ii know eu are at eur frenzy house again..!! *waiting* <3
tmrw still hab to stayed in skool till 5pm !! sians na !! stupid exhibtion !! hmmm..um off to rest lerr la!! =)

disappointing day !!

2005-08-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

" fine " day ='(

such a " fine " day ferr miie !! everythings goes sho " well" !! should ii congrats myself ? =( haish ! 1st ish studies. gosh !! my results ish damn bad na !! with this fcukin results, how am ii goin to pass my ns? [oh no!!] but luckily,met mr ho at the canteen and he told miie that my social studies ish still okie.. hope it will biie fine ferr miie na !! haish !! think not goingg to do well too !!

2nd.. my relationship, when ii wanted to believe eu again. eu did something to miie and i lost trust on eu again. haish !! today went up yoyo house.. i stood outside his house ferr at least 10mins.. to think clearly wadz ii gonna do. in the end, ii chose to leave the place after takin my thing. ii chose to give him another chance !! haish.. ii knew ii given him more den one chance, but how ii gonna give up when ii knew ii cant bear but he treated miie this way !!! haish.. gettingg more and more dishearten !!! haish !! but !! haish !! wadz ii gonna do now?? haish !!

FARKER ASSHOLE LYK EU

2005-08-22T12:58:00.000+08:00

FARKER ASSHOLE LYK EU

[dun worth my love]

today, jia wei managed to snatch -him- away from miie !! congrats !! enjoy eurself at the wild wild wet hur !! eu are stuupidd, but um not !! ii know eu wanna go to the wild wild wet !! sho when eu told miie that eu scare without eu, um sad !! sho wadz eu expect miie to say !! " ya lorhs, um sad, please dun leave miie alone?" oh pls !!! of cos ii gonna say no larhss, wen la, eu go larhss.. But, if eu realli understand miie, eu wen be goin !!! but eu DID !!!! sho wadz !! eu mess miie and say eur sorrwie to make miie sad again ?? haha.. um not sad.. um happiee, um real happie !! bcos eu dun worth my sad !! ='(
haish, my mess sound that um strong, but my heart ish crying inside !! haish.. wadz ii gonna do now? haish.. lyfe ish long !! but must ii continue to tolerate wadz i toleratingg now?? um sick and tired of it !! haish !! eu say eu will care ferr miie and wen let my bad dream come true... but eu jus say it ferr the sake of saying as eur action doesnt show it to miie and !! before eu wanna care ferr miie, show miie eu understand miie first !!!
-there's one more scars in my heart now and it's still bleeding -

wadz.a.boring.sunday !!

2005-08-21T19:19:00.000+08:00

guess what? ii woke up in frustration !! =/ ii had a bad dream and made miie woke up. and ii threw my temper at the two notty !! it's bcos they kept steppin on my legs, my back and my hair and due to the bad dream too, ii lose my control and yelled at them. *guilty* ii being having bad dreams since saturday. the details ish different but the conclusion ish the same !! in my dream, ii can know that um stress, bcos ii cant even controlled myself when ii woke up !! but ish they unlucky larhss, bcos they jus happen to be in the same room with miie and disturb miie. =p today ish such a boring day ferr miie !! ii cant use my com as jus now ii oso dunno wadz happen to my com, ii cant use internet but now, it's back to normal !! =) this sunday nyte will be the most boring nyte as the PM ish having the talk and stopped all the show in mediacorp !!! *omg* wadz i can say ish, sianzation !!!!! got to know from my mama that channel 8 ish accepting junyang and wanna let him be singer too? if yes, ii definitely will buy his cd !! =b i know it will biie muchiie more beta den the wei lian derr.. lalala~ x) gonna get my new specs tmrw and um still considering whether goin to help my dearest systa or go ferr work . -_-??? think um askin -him- to help miie decide na !! =s um real broke, there's a $161 handyfone bill waitingg ferr miie to settle it !! *shitty* but wadz i know ish that i wen biie lettingg -him- to know bout this !! =[ haha.. still remember last nyte um sho *paii sehzx* !! ii actually forgot geraldine lived at terrace house? =))
he din mess miie the whole day and ii knew wadz he must be doin. he must be playin playstation with his didi the whole day. sho i kept controlling my hands and my mind !! i kept repeatingg to myself. [ dun mess him, dun mess him, dun mess him ] ='(
`ii knew that eu dun miss miie, but ii still chose to miss eu and think of eu`kinda stuupiid but no choice !! who call miie to love eu and not anyone else !! um still missingg eu !! ` =b -iiloveeu-
* um thinkingg of askingg my mama to buy the hello kitty digital camera ferr miie, um still missingg it !!! * =(
no skool tmrw !!! lalala~

aaww... wadz a day..!!

2005-08-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

aawww !! =s finally, my day ish gonna end soon. um almost rottingg at home. but um glad that at least honey came to pei miie fer jus a short while.But, um realli veri happie liaoss. bcos whenever um with him, time flies..!!! =) he came to use my com na.. sho ii watched teebee and disturb him too.. !! =b
evening, honey leff as he niid to go to his ah yi house. =( sho ii went to market to buy dinner with my mama. due to my blind-ness, crossin the road ish a problem. today ish sho special that um back to 3 years old kid again, as my mama held my hand and crossed the road. sho sweet !! =D
changed my blog skin, bcos i nth to do at home na. lalala~ and i got to know that honey had did a specs ferr himself !!! imagine him with a half-frame specs and design by the side, sho handsome !!! weet~ but !!! he's mine...!!! my one andd only !!! =) no one can snatch him away na !!! blah blah blah... x) budden i oso was lyk duh~ when um not using half frame, he go and make it. arghh...!! nvmiie, um makin contact lens when i go back work na! =p
`- iimisseu * iiloveeu *umaddictedtoeu * worldfulloflove*-`

um officially broke...

2005-08-20T10:56:00.000+08:00

oh no no..!! ytd went to do specs, it cost miie $118 norhs. [ um officially broke !!! ] haish !!! to be taken on monday. my lyfe gonna be real bored !! ytd went boon lay to see people play bball match. kai xuan and boon lay [yellow].. honey and his frenzy watch niaz la. miie? due to my blind-ness !!! i cant see anything. arghh... !! went home and end of my day na !!
lyfe ish real bored, my lyfe ish not meaningful at all..help !!!! haish... real sad now...!!

why am i still sho saddie?

2005-08-19T12:55:00.000+08:00

ytd honey came my house to pei miie, he's jus sho sweet !! [ that why, um loving him ? ] =b there's happie thing happen to miie, there's oso unhappy thingS happened to miie na. 1st, my specs ish spoil [ damn it, um hab no money] i gonna waste money to change it liaos. = ( but, um makin contact lens too. =) [but my mama say um such a lazy person,and my systa say can i afford to keep buyin the solution ferr cleanin the contact lens]. even they pour miie cold water. [ although, it's the fact, as now i din work liaos] um think whether to find back francis w/o honey but 1st, i dunno wadz to do and how to face him and 2nd, my specs ish spoilt, i cant go anywhere. but, after spendin on my specs and sho on, i gonna broke, how can i dun work? i mus learn to adapt to the environment,no matter wadz it turns, i must be strong. =) ytd i stayed up to watch the superstar results. um happie with the gals result but um damn sad fer the guys. junyang ish OUT..? he sang sho well !! i can see how sad he ish. haish !! [ how many times wei lian gonna make ppl cried, he still luffing all da while BUT his singing wasn't that good compared to junyang.. oh please..!!] um sorrwie to ppl visiting my blog and was wei lian fans.. but this ish how i feel !!
today woke up at 6 plus and chat with honey till his prelim paper start. and slept at 7.50am. woke up at 11 plus as my systa ish scolding her daughter ferr not preparing to go to skool. can know that my systa was fcukin angry. i chud woke up by her as outside my room there's " cheebye here and lan jiao there ". my mama mus be veri sad. as her two daughters derr mouth ish *fullofvulgarity* blah blah blah. today cant go anywhere as i was blind w/o specs. =p was damn bored, and i still wondering. why cant my lyfe biie much more happier den now? um not happie !! um not happie at all !!! miie wann go out with honey,i wanna enjoy , but my honey fired francis and i mus cut down expenses by not goin out as he will be veri stress and um thinkin whether to go back as that ish my source of income na. um sho stress !! my hello kitty digital camera gonna fly away liaos !! haish... my lyfe ish sho bored, can someone jus bright up my lyfe? ltr gonna go do specs lerr norhs waiting ferr honey to find miie and accompany miie o norhs. but..[ i think honey now ish at his frenzy house playin mahjong or ps2 as his prelim ish over, how i wish i could celebrate but there's no one there ferr miie.. lyfe ish jus nth ferr miie..] think i gonna go out at the late afternoon lerr bahss... or mabbe not today lorhss, as he still gonna stay at home to eat the fish that was cooked by his grandmother. sometimes um jus sick and tired of it, [ he kept breakin his promises and another things ish i mus kept waiting ferr him ] how to make myself happie? can anyone teach miie? blank blank blank~

torturingg ish ended..

2005-08-18T12:48:00.000+08:00

phew !! my prelim ish over !! [ but , um gonna did badly ferr it na !! ] haish.. today chemistry paper, to others ish a piece of cake but to miie.. ish a piece of cake ferr miie to fail it.. haish... izzit really jus a " prelim only " to miie ? mabbe it really seem to be na.. haish.. prelim ish over, why am i still sho sad ?
haish, mabbe is jus bcos my prelim ish over but i cant go out with my honey anymore as... we did hab some problems in between.. haish.. i was wonderingg, when can i go out to town with my honey to shop with my heart out without worries, um happie to hab window shop too..but, whenever we can go out, there's jus some problems in between.. haish.. as long as i had a fun and happiee ferr the whole trip.. it's perfect enuff to miie.. but why cant i hab that day? um missingg eu !! deeply...!! but where are eu? i realli hope um not a burden ferr eu norhs.. how i wish eu can tell miie everythings that ish in eur heart.. haish.. um off to hab a nice sleep already... good luck to my classmatie whu hab eur mother tongue paper tmrw, especially to my honey and my Buddy.. eu shud know.. [ buddy stick ] =b iiloveeu !!!

poa sucks..

2005-08-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

ytd wasnt in da mood to study [ it was jus an excuses of being lazy ]...!! went boon lay and peep at that camera again.. it was nice..!! at nyte went to watch awhile of bball match.. and was home to watch teebee na.. how bored my lyfe can biie now..!!
now, not wishin to get back my papers.. my results wen biie nice..!! ii totally can give up my prelims..!! haiish.. tmrw ish chemistry...!! haii yorrhs...!! how..?? ns ish around the corner but my results ish still sho bad... arghhh.. off ferr lunch.. bubbyess..!!

2005-08-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

ytd went back skool fer geography lesson, i oso dunno wadz i really learn there na. it's was fast and nth learnt.. diaoss.. haii yorrhs.. ytd really dunno wadz happen to miie and honey na..!! was lyk stranger...!! why? haish.. ytd i dun hab the mood to study my geography na.. !! ytd was indeed a bad day ferr miie.. !!
jus back from breakfast at superbowl with honey and frenzy, they all back to skool ferr chinese listening. think he ish goin to frenzy house ltr on na !!! sianz..!! tmrw POA paper !!! stress..!! but i dun feel lyk studyin at all..!! dots !!! feel lyk sleepin now..!! yawns~ bubbyess..!!

math paper..

2005-08-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with honey na, went plaza sing and town. [` i dun realli enjoy myself and eu know it,budden eu din do anything about it `] was sad na. reach homee at o6:45pm, was early hur !! i made him angry, but it's hurting miie too..!! [ do eu know that ? ] i cried when i was on my bed while gettin into my sleep. woke up and went skool, one of my frenzy knew i cried last nyte as my eyes was swollen.. [ but eu saw? NOPE !! eu dont't know ] haish !! math paper 1 was real hard, i dun really know how to solve it as last nyte, i din hab the mood to study too. it's confirm, i gonna re-take my chinese. i sign it !! regret? [ no, but um workin damn hard fer my A1 ] x) nah..workin hard ferr a better result !! =) [ yes,yes] today had avoided honey, i dunno why um avoidin.. um sorrwie !! hope he wont find out and it wont caused hurt in this relationship !! gonna hab a nice nap and go back skool at 1 plus !!! bubbyess...!! [ i miss eu !! ]

stayin at homee, sho sianz..

2005-08-13T22:12:00.000+08:00

ytd din spend my special day alone..went town with my best frenzy,alastair. he's sho gentlemen can. ii did enjoyed !! haha.. hab fun norhss...bought things ferr honey na, ferr anniversary derr. hope he lyk it norhs !! leff hereen at 9 plus and reach jp at 10 plus.. went 662A to find honey and francis they all na.. and leff jp to see them play arcade den back home norhs...did enjoy na !! = )
today i slept till 12 and that ish when my honey mess miie. i was tired norhs as i woke up at 7 plus as i got runnin nose and kept sneezing but fell asleep after that. = ) today dun hab the mood to study lerhs, kept watchin teebee and missingg honey !! glad that tmrw we are goingg out... cant wait to go out with him na !! heehee.. " sometime , i will wonder wadz will my lyfe biie without him..? " feel lost ? hmmm... jus hope to biie with him as long as possible na.. !!! muacks !! um off now.. bubbyess...

hen xiangg nii - wei jian !!

2005-08-12T14:10:00.000+08:00

i cried ytd nyte!! bcos derrick ish OUT !! can eu believe it..? he's out !! i will miss him derr.. cant see him anymore !! hen xiang nii !!!
today woke up, was in the rush to go skool as i was damn tired and i nua on my lovely bed till o7o5. was sooperr stressed as i din realli studied my math andd physics . if i passed my papers, i will lyk.. phew !! thanks god! =) but really hope i can jus pass it !! took back my "O"level chinese result, was quite disappointing as i got B3,wadz a diappointing result !! shO... um going ferr another try. i need a A1... !! 2 of my frenzy got A1.. congrats!! how i wish um one of that. [oh no, um dreamin again.. piack piack ] aWakE !!! most of us got B3, good job !but those whu are same as miie, gonna re-take.. Qu xU jia yOu oo...!! = ) hmmm.. felt more relaxin liaos, two *important* papers on the same day ish finally over. budden more papers coming next week. humpsS !! abit disappointed in miie na, the papers ferr today was easy but jus bcos i din put in effort to study and now, um jus hopin ferr a pass instead of good results..!! whu to blame again ? miie ! haish !!! = ( today can relax liaos, as um had being hopin ferr this day !! wadz a lovely weekends ahead miie !!! lalala.... = )
today ish miie and honey derr one year four months anniversary !! wadz a special day without special events.. diaos... he's workin..!! hmmm... looks lyk i gonna spend this special day all alone lerr... -_-''' !! okie okie.. enuff of crappy lerr... gonna go do important things liaos...!!! ---> BoOm !! ohh bed !! i miss eu !!! yawnss...!! haha !!! dot dot dot .. juz being lame..!! = )

startingg of prelim

2005-08-11T13:55:00.000+08:00

today ish the startingg of torturingg !! guess waddss, prelim started !!! gossh !! i hate this !! i dun think i did well ferr my english compo and report writing as i dun do muchiie of readingg. it's jus too rush ferr miie. but whu to blame !! blame myself , ferr not startin to revise earlier hur !! humpSs.. !! cant finish my ss paper, i niid more tym... !!! arghh..!! hope i really can do well ferr my prelim na !!! as well as my honey too !! hmmm, i can confirm honey ish comin to find miie as he leff his math tys with miie !! hiack hiack !!! = ) gonna sleep soon, din really hab enuff sleep !! slept at 3 plus na !! gOod LuCk and jia yOu ferr prelim !! enjoy ourself after prelim !! =) um off now !! bubbyess !! [ stress stress stress ]

tmrw papers ::: math paper 2 and physics !! oh gosh !!!!

um sucks enuff !!

2005-08-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

ytd afternoon went honey's house, awhile niaz and went to work, start work at 2 and end at 7. my blocks were 436 and 437 at jurong west. oh please !! the blocks ish bloody damn big lorhss.. budden my sales wasn't that good. sorrwie francis, mabbe um oso one of them who makes eu headache la. my sales ish 183 plus, pay was $31.10.after work.,went to play bball at 528 court. i watch them play niax la.miie do nth dere lorrhs. how i wish i went to watch fireworks, heard from news and frenzy that it's nice!! regret..!! haish... went honey house to mum mum at 10 plus and reach home at 11. my mama found out that um workin now..!! budden she din say anything.. phew..!! and end of my day!! happie birthday to sujun !! =)

today, woke up was in good mood, but my systa affected my mood fer today. oh gosh, tmrw ish prelim but i still not spendin my precious tym studyin but um still typin my entry here..!! i gonna give up my prelim.. !! um totally not in da mood !! it's makin miie headache !! oh please!! um totally lost now !! i meant it.. lost.. !! i started to hate studyin now !! oh no !! how useless i am now..!! cant even do anything well !! arghhh..!!

went outing with classmatiess..

2005-08-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

today was realli in bad mood, told honey um not goin out with them. but my best frenzy, alastair, mess miie and told miie, he's goin and ziying told miie that she's free as her mama not workin and it brighten up my day. went jp meet the others.. = ) honey came out of the arcade to wait ferr miie. how nice of him. = ) went to take trains to plaza singapura and ziying leff orchard to meet her frenzy. sorrwie, ziying, we pang sehs eu !! felt sho bad !! went mum mum at ps and some went to played arcarde while some went shoppin.. miie and honey did both.. = ) i din buy anything !! sho sad, as nth attracts my attention na. took 174 back to jp. fell asleep on the bus and i feel that honey's hand ish puttin on my head and pushed miie gently to rest on his shoulder... honey ish sho sweet !!! i love him... !! went home alone as i called honey to go back together with his frenzy.. and end of my day !!! prelim's coming but we still enjoyin our days !! = ) tmrw i still hab to work.. budden ish earlier.. 2pm to 6pm.. !! hope i really can do some sales tmrw !! - wishing- [honey's having headache da whole day, hopes he will get well soon ] one more min to singapore birthday !!!

ndp was boring...

2005-08-08T12:12:00.000+08:00

today reach skool, was boring can !! the NDP celebration was damn fucking bo liao lorhss.. please !!! not enjoyin at all. went hall got wadz quiz and dedication wadeva shit na.. !! den off at 11 plus !! wadz a boring day !! someone jus spoilt my mood ferr today..!!! i hate flirters can !!! shoo !!! stop acting in front of ppl na !!! everyone ish special by it's own characteristic na !! no point acting, it's fake la !!! sho please, recap !! no one ish perfect in this cruel world !!! u're not perfect.. neither do i !!! hate thiss lyfee !!!! it's simply sucks !! din feel lyk replyin honey mess !!! um jus feelin down.. !!! sshhh !!! i niid silence !!

missingg him alot alot..

2005-08-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

today, honey woke miie up as he mess miie at 10am. it's damn early can , make miie feelin sho tired now.. yawns!!! he mess miie to tell miie that he read the newspaper and saw a promotion on mp3 and he knew that i wanted to hab mp3 sho muchiie. but i told him that i dun wan as i haven got my hello kitty limited edition digital camera !!! =) damn it !! when my honey no tym to pei miie den my whole family goin out.. my systa and mama they all leff to malaysia and leff miie alone at home. felt sho lonely can !! honey at his aunty house, no tym to chat with miie !!! sho sad... !!!! miss him loads !!!! hopin to receive jus a mess from him !!! hmmm..tmrw goin out with my classmaties !!! hope i will biie enjoyin together with my honey !!! = ) yawnss !!! off now !!! bubbyess !!! [ um missingg eu badly ]

woohoo, wadz a scary day.. !!

2005-08-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 11am, as i tot superstar encore was at 11. but um jus sho blur tat i remember it wrongly, it's 12 sho watch teebee norhs. honey come my house. he play com and i watched my teebee den around 5 plus, we called francis and he told us after he went home bath, he will come find us. den i prepare and we meet him norhss. he drove us to find two new birds, gals norhs. mabbe they will continue workin, beta den miie, the only gal whu often works.francis still let miie wear high hat siaz, say um good at sellin.. oh no !! it's impossible..! haha.. went to eat rojak [ he say it's famous ] and he tok bout wadz he met ytd nyte, damn scary norhs and after that he drove us to the cemetery norhs, he drove damn slowly and ask us to focus on one things but i din la.. = ) was scary can !! was funny too na.. !! went back as got ppl wanna top-up lorhss, after awhile francis sent miie home na. and a while ltr, honey was home too ! wadz a scary and tiring day ferr miie !! heehee.. off to sleep liaoss... yawnnzz.... !!! = O

force to solo.. !!

2005-08-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

today went to skool, was happie as pe ish da first two lesson. we had great fun playin captain ball norrhs. I damn tired lorrhss, bcos i kept runnin around the court ferr ball. =) den had boring lesson again !!! [-_-'''] next week gonna take back "o" level chinese result liaoss, i confirm i will not do well norrhs, prepare to re-take liaoss !!! back to class, was sad na!! bcos, i hate ppl to hide things from miie, i think alot of ppl oso hate this feeling norrhs..but, forget it larrhs ! dun wanna think of it. after skool, honey come my house. i bath and out to 324 [jurong east] court to play bball with francis [boss]. around three go honey house to sleep while he prepare and off to accompany his grandfather to see doctor. But,um doin extra there na. 5 went to work, was forced to solo while i naber prepare to solo as i told him i wanna TAG !!! i do 324 and 321 norrhs!! sales wasnt that good but when i top up 4 mini, chatted with francis and had a drink of lemon barley and a lucky sweets [ but i ate it, no luck at all, all reject miie]. but good la, francis naber scold miie ferr no sales still ask miie to jia you !! swit..=) found $5 on the floor.. total pay was $41 na !! thanks Lida ferr buying mini from miie !! =) honey, top sales again norhss, pay 60 plus norrhs... =) wadz a tired day ferr miie, had pe and still work !! yawnss !! sleepin soon !! bubbyess... -_- ZzZz
[ next week prelim liaoss !!! ]

fight...

2005-08-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

today reach skool, was quite tired na. had a boring assembly na, honey sitted beside miie again. = ) was happie. had a boring lesson today.some saddening and hurting thing happen to my buddy duriing poa lesson!!! sorrwie buddy, i cant do anything to cheer eu up or make eu feel beta !! went home, and change my blogskins. hiack hiack !! =) had some unhappie things happen to miie norrhs. bcos honey broke his promise and still hide it from miie !!! i really dunno whether before he do things, he got think of miie first anot. arghh !!! he call miie, i reject, din realli talk to him in skool today. wasnt happie in skool na. but thanks buddy fer pei-in miie although um in real bad mood !! = ) sho good, francis [ boss ] sided miie, he help miie to scold honey !! lalala... hmmm... should i forgive honey? izzit i too easy to hong already?hmmm... forgiving him in progress !! hmmm.. tmrw got work, work at jurong east, honey block.. tmrw he top sales lerr bahss!! um sho stress wors, tmrw new promotion wors and i still dunno the packages !!! ahhh !!! hmmm.. um off to sleep liaos... goodnytess !!! bubbyess !!! [ derrick ish in ]

bored..

2005-08-03T14:58:00.000+08:00

ytd i din blog as i really cant find a tym to use da com norrhs. ytd had lesson and waited ferr mr lee to come ferr asap, but too our surprise, he's not in skool. Bored na, den went jp with honey and frenzy. i bought alot of things norrhs. wasted sho muchiie of money. =) on our way back, saw francis lorry and called him, he jus sound sho cute.. haha.. honey cant come my house as he gonna pei his mama go his ah yi house, den miie at home do my hmwk norrhs. while doin, francis called and asked where's honey and when i wanna work... sianzation..now new promotion, niid to remember packages again.arghhh... den chat with honey watched teebee and sleep liaoss.. [ was happie to chat with francis ]

today, went skool had a boring morning and after recess got some moodswing na.. sho bored !!! den was damn sleepy and fell asleep during ss !! i realli dun wanna care too muchiie of things happenin in ss liaos. was damn fed-up during my english lesson. mr chin was walkin around confiscating ppl ear stud , necklaces from guys,confiscating gals ring. i took off before his lesson start and put it on the table as last lesson he told miie to took it off..den um busyin writin my essay and my frenzy told miie that is it my ring kanna confiscated, i looked on my table ferr my ring, and i cant find it. of cos um angry as i din wear it marrhs,why mus take it away.. den my frenzy sittin in front of miie returned it to miie and say pai sehss to miie, he oso dunno why he take. i shouted at him lorrhs, nth beta to take arhss.. mus take my ring mehss.. budden, after sayin that, miie naber angry liaos, bcos at least i found it.. the ring ish veri importance to miie lorhs.. i dun wanna lose it na.. thats why i got sho angry.. but nothingg liaos lorhss... now, was damn tired.. think i gonna sleep awhile and go study with my honey and frenzy liaos.. bubbyess !!! [ yawnss]

moodswingg..

2005-08-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

on friday, sales wasn't that good na. told francis [ boss ] that my sales ish gettin lesser and lesser each day. was damn heng that he din say anything norhs, managed to get my pay but only $22.50. arghh !! dunno why no ppl lyk ice-cream, nice marhss.. haha.. =) wasnt that good mood and honey got top sales. $50 plus, sho goody norhs..went meet some frenzy at 11 plus and went one of them derr house to hab drinks and water bottle. they niid that as honey cope some dry ice and they wanna play bomb? as dry ice inside a ocvered bottle and get contact with water will explode? =) after playin took bus home and reached around 1...

saturday, honey came my house at 4 plus after helpin at the cc. he played com games while i disturb him norhs. =) i went cc at 8 and was bored can?met mr nur and my classmaties dere. i was shocked to see my primary skool frenzy too. =) was damn sianz and went to meet teck wei, winson and chee wei. walk together with them ish jus sho funny and luffin all da way. saw sly, was happie indeed. went to fifth floor of the cc to wait fer the fireworks. when the fireworks starts, all of us were shocked and runnin ferr lyfe. haha, fun na !!! back home at 12 plus.

sunday, was a boring day ferr miie. bcos i stayed at home ferr the whole day sleepin. bcos honey went to work while um lazy. teehee !! watched teebee the whole day and end of my day !! =)

monday, went to skool.had lesson and a boring pe lesson. mr tan still dun wanna return miie my magazine. sho sad worss.. haha.. after skool, went back class to help honey do his chinese and went to canteen ferr some food and now.. back home...!! think meetin honey ltr on..? not veri sure too.. hmmm..time to leave my com alone liaos... bubbyess !!!

update..

2005-07-29T14:54:00.000+08:00

it's had been quite some time i din blog, the reason ish, i din get to use da com. mabbe can say that um busy? =) i dun even know why. today, i came to update wadz really happen to miie ferr the past few days !!

tuesday-26 July

moii buddy din came to skool, bcos of sore eyes and sore throat. after skool, went to eat and had maths asap. after the asap, i went home and went honey house. we tried three times and the last time was the most successfully hur? haha.. around 7 plus, i leff fer home and he leff to jurong green cc there ferr hair cut with his frenzy. thats all ferr that day !! =)

wednesday-27 July

i saw my buddy in skool, was shocked as she told miie that she had a one week mc. but, i got to know from the blog ish that she lied to miie. hey !!! = ) budden, i din realli tok to her until after recess !! used to it already huh? bcos, in one week, we got three days din realli tok during lesson before recess, strange? haha.. honey told miie he will accompany miie today, but he went to his frenzy house to play ps2 and went jscc to play basketball and forget miie. he told miie at nyte he will come my house to find miie, but his papa refused to let him out. hmmmm, was not that hurting as all go sho smoothly as wadz i expected. buddden it's still hurts a little? din some of my hmwk and watched superstar and end of my day. [ derrick ish jus sho cute ]

thursday-28 July

went to skool as usual, had assembly, was shocked that honey will sit beside miie !! was happie indeed~ had chemistry test, but i din studied ferr it, and i simply prepared to fail the test.. haha!! went NUH ferr appointment and honey pei miie go. sho swit of him? after that, went his house and ..... and he went to prepared and leff his house at 5 and reach my house bout 5.30 and i bathe all this and leff ferr nyte class at 6... reached skool, and honey say something to hurt miie and made miie cried !!! i know wadz to do already, wont happpen again !! went mac to eat and i get to know that, now not race riots anymore, ppl at the same race can quarrel too? = ) went home alone and did some revision ferr poa and watched superstar results, and end of my day. [ derrick was in ]

ftriday-29 July

today, did not hab fun ferr pe, it was sho bored !! during recess, i did something wrong !! dunno geraldine ish still angry of miie. it's all my fault !!! = ( during chinese lesson, i read kok liang magazine and kanna confiscated.. sho sad, i cant find mr tan after skool. went home as honey went to yoyo house. hab to work ltr on, but, today um jus sho unlucky !!! hope i will do well in my sales!! i mus do honey proud !!!!! [ damn sad now ]

[ ne survey ]

2005-07-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MY SYSTA !!!

ytd went bugis and ikea. had great fun with ziying. =) we chatted sho happily !! ha-ha !! searchin ferr systa pressie, but still cant find any!!! sho sad !!! haiz.. my buddy misunderstood miie, miie naber angry or anything.. ish jus that at first i oso dunno she not feelin well, sho i say those thingy to her, but.. forget it !! i dun wanna think. past already past !! ytd tot of goin to skool on monday, was bored can !!

today almost late ferr skool, but not realli too. was damn tired. pe was fun. =) lurbb pe !!! slept during chinese period. went superbowl to hab lunch and went back to skool fer NE quiz and rush home and we pon physics !! dun give it a damn. i was tired can !! today ish my systa birthday, i had been plannin ferr her from ytd, but the moment i reached home, i kanna scolded. sad wors !! budden nvmiie. goin to do smth which i wen get scoldin derr.. i miss my honey now, hope i will see him soon !!! bubbyess!!!

sad day..

2005-07-24T14:50:00.000+08:00

basically, um here to report wadz happen ytd. =) ytd went to work, at fajar area, bangkit there, all the block i got,damn shitty !!! arghhh... kanna reject alot of tym norhs !! haiz.. = ( saddening..francis got call miie and ask how's my sales. got scoldin norhs!! haiz. my sales damn sucky too, $177.10 and i got $30.80.went to eat and took 187 to honey's stop and took cab home. reach home around 12:30am. at least i still got my pay. after work, i got some moodswing due to my sales..even francis say my face was black. den kok liang called honey say my buddy not goin. den i was lyk sian diao, and they told miie that ish bcos she sore throat. honey oso encourage miie to call bubby.i called her and knew that ish not realli bcos of sore throat ish oso bcos she ish not feelin well, sho i din ask muchiie la.ytd tot i will go wild wild wet on sunday, but all the gals naber go, den i cant go liaos.

today, bcos i din go WWW, sho i jio ziying go out walk walk, and we decided to go bugis. i meetin her at 2:45 at jp and we meetin the guys, my honey too as they din get to go as there's not muchiie ppl goin to swim.um off to prepare liaos... bubbyesss!!! =)

stress !!

2005-07-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

um sho tired, woke up by the two notty at 9 plus,and i slept at 2 plus !!! okie, till now, nothing happen to miie, ish jus that um waiting fer my honey to wake up and mess miie. let's talk bout wadz happen ytd. YTD, naber went to eat as honey woke up at 3:40pm. went to meet honey at lakeside and took mrt to meet my god kor [zuhui] and took LRT to farja. we were late. = ) and miie and zuhui took 411, 412 and 409. we took an extra block as 411 only got 3 floor. at first, sales isn't goin smoothly but not tat bad. i manage to do quite alot of sales. veri happie with my result !! =p saw a guy, damn yan dao and cute, muscular too. =x he bright up my day. =) sales was $268 no profit,but loss $1.60 and my pay ish $48.10. gave zuhui $20. leff home at 10 to 11 plus.took 187 and alight at honey's stop, went to buy roti prata, and waited fer half and hour, till 12 i think and i reached home at 12.30. during i work, my aim ish, i wanna prove to them that, new birds can fly veri high. haha. oh-no, think francis today gonna say miie, bcos,i dun hab the habit to key locked my fone, and ytd nyte i kept callin francis more than 10 times. haha..sho sorrwie, not purposely. =) Today, goin work again, francis at first look down on miie, scare i solo cant do any sales back, den call miie to tag with zuhui again, but, before we go work, he told us that tmrw i solo, let zuhui follow the botak. = ) wakakaka... it's good to hab my own pay, but will biie more stress. but, i must try my best, i muz prove them wrong. i mus do honey proud !!! feel lyk goin out !! but honey haben wake up ! sianz !

jus biie miie....

2005-07-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

ta-ta !! um back from skool. skool was alryte ferr miie today, pe was fun? changed our classroom as our veri own classroom din not hab electricity. had boring lesson, and had some misunderstood with my frenzy,but it's turned up to be nothing at all. ha-ha !! went walk walk with my frenzy and chat with my didi. although it's jus a short conversation, but i happie with it !! = ) no chinese lesson of cos ! teeheez!! =p ii dunno wadz happen to my buddie, din really dare to talk to her. but, ii dun wanna get affected by it, sho ii forced myself to stop thinkin about wadz she ish thinkin in her mind. mabbe ish bout miie, mabbe not? ii dun wanna think too muchiie, jus biie a veri fine miie !! mabbe eu all might think um selfish, but if ii continue to think, ii will be upset and oso there will be some misunderstandin between us. i dun wanna ruin my frenzyship in my hand !! i wanna stay cheerful !! be a happie person ish wadz i want !! = )

ltr um goin to work, walls ice cream !! um gonna tag with my god kor. he naber do before, at least i had some experience, but, um still consider a new bird there as compared to my honey, he's an old bird !! wakakaka !!! gonna try my best, gettin more and more nervous !!! =x oh-no !!!! ltr will be seeing two new birds tryin to learn how to fly. haha!! um off now, gonna meet honey fer lunch before goin to work. arghh.. all the best to miie den !!! = ) bubbyess !!! [ it's euu, whu i cant live without ] !!!

buzi day...

2005-07-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

today ish racial harmony day !! ish a borin day can, i oso dunno why i cant be happy. after skool, i rush home and got my appointment card and leff to NUH. today, i din wait veri long, and it oso din took miie veri long. appointment ish 2:30pm, i reach at 2.05, went in at 2:15 and came out at 2:30pm. it's jus end sho fast huh. = ) went to walk walk at the main block and bought alot of pens. = ) went to meet my buddie at boon lay mac, and leff , but went to superbowl mac to eat again. ha-ha !!! went skool and reach at 5.30, whole nyte lesson ish boring can, my fone n discman all no batt !!! = ( leff skool at 8pm and went to superbowl to eat kfc with the whole bunch of frenzy. ate till 9 plus and they rush to take their bus and i walked home alone fer 20 plus mins. seem lyk long journey , but it's not !!! i dunno why i will walked sho slow. today, i cant stand myself, my smile ish sho fake, no matter wadz they say, wadz jokes they say, my laughter ish sho fake. when i smile, my mind ish thinkin of other things. i dunno why too !! and, my buddy seem lyk got somethings hidin from miie. haiyer, but since she dun wanna tell miie, den let it be, no point thinkin bout it !! i wanna stay cheerful !!! now, ish feelin sad, as honey did somethings and make my heart sink and honey cant call miie to chat as honey mama kept honey fone !!!! bored !!!!

someday, your prince will come...

2005-07-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

someday, your prince will come... i think i gonna get this shoe at jp when i get there another tym. yea, and i think i wanna got a pair of contact lens soon, jus ferr the roti prata. ha-ha !! think my buddy will understand? haha. hope we will get to go to eat the roti prata !!! hope my mes will end before sunday !! =) today, um sho high can, keep talkin in class, kept talkin nonsense. But, FUN !!! love my buddy!!! u rox !!! after skool, honey went to his frenzy house den miie went jp with my buddy !! we sho long naber go out, of cos happy to go out with her. i saw geraldine at jp , most happy ish she smile to miie. goody goody !! today honey got work, hope he got goody pay again !!= )

tmrw, ish traditional day. my class got alot of ppl pon skool, my buddy wanna late, think i will bored to death lorhs. haiz~ i niid money again !!! MONEY !!!!! -_-''' hmmm... anyway, i lurfe this song !!! i lurbb my honey too... mmmuacksszx !!!!! = )))

wahs piang.. two version..

2005-07-19T18:47:00.000+08:00

today, honey called miie in the morning. honey called miie not to be late as it's raining. sho swit of him~ = ) went to skool, lesson ish still alryte ferr miie as, i got 4 free periods !! hiack hiack ~ But my mood isn't goes that well. my buddi told my frenzy bout cant hab mix feeling, cant think of two person in heart, and i was thinkin, did i hab mixed feelin before ? i dunno too. my mood sank after i heard wadz my buddie say about honey's thingy. Somemore, honey forget to buy food ferr miie. =( But most saddening ish still wadz my buddi told miie. During my chinese free periods, i have make some decisions to improve myelf to be a goody girlfriend of his. i cried ferr the whole two periods . it's show how sad i am ryte ? Mathx ASAP that time, i got sho frustrated can ? Not in the mood , got alot of things runnin in my mind !! After ASAP, when honey send miie home, i did say him bcos i heard something bout him. Den honey scolded miie, [ sho called la, bcos it's muchiie more louder den normal voice ] and ..............

But, now miie and honey ish back to normal again. = ) bcos honey ish sho kind, he didn't blame or angry of miie. kaoz !! i really pampered by honey already , as a result, i became more and more unreasonable and sarcastic huh ? =p my dear honey, ish workin now !!! miss him can !! francis gave him so good service, drove him to work, = ) jus bcos , he wanted honey to work. ha-ha !!! = ) cute huh ? jus hope honey can get good sales and goody pay !! heehee..

realize today, my entry only got honey and no others ? bcos , my buddi say i wrote till i hab alot of lover !! haha.. but in fact , there's only one person and that my honey, weiming !! i lurbb him forever!!! i wen do things to break our close relationhip again !!! I TRUST YOU !!! i suddenly miss the warmth huggy he given miie on sunday !!! = ) everl4stin9 lurbb !!! mmmuackszx... !!!

come red!!!

2005-07-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

today had all the boring lesson today !! bored can !! nvmiie, today um happie as, my mes come lerr . Finally, i waited ferr it till hair became white liaos. =) ltr, goin to work [ ferr rachel aunty ] at westmall, hopes everythings goes well !! $5 per hour, 5 to 10 pm. hmmm.. goin prepare, um off !! bubbyess!!!

flag day

2005-07-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

today ish a boring day ferr miie as being woke up by the two notty. den now, no one at home, bored. think today wont be goin anywhere, as today ish SUNDAY !!! ish a family day ferr honey. = (

ytd i was a sucky person and was a sucky day ferr miie. but dun wanna elaborate anyway. i felt that ish jus bcos of my mood. i only can say sorri to my frenzy bout wadz happen ytd. haiz. and i agree, i din enjoyin either. there's somethings in my mind, and i knew i shouldnt be enjoyin. bcos ytd nyte something happen to miie and him. but thanks kok liang ferr comfortin and advicing miie. thanks hur.

and everythings had goes back to normal, i think. hopes sho.

um not mummy..

2005-07-15T19:28:00.000+08:00

haha !!! here to continue now. um sho happie, nth happen to miie !! it's a good news!!! um sho glad!!! yeah !!!

hmmm...

2005-07-15T18:40:00.000+08:00

today went to skool , wanna hab fun during pe , but nth ferr miie to play, but end up playing badminton.still fun !!! =) today ish quite a happy derr and a stressful day ferr miie !!! today had o level listening comprehension, can i say it's hard. alot of answer ish different from frenzy. sho swit of laogongg , darling waited ferr miie. dearrie waited fer an hour ferr miie. touched nehs. how swit hubbie can be now !! =)) bored~ felt sho stressful now !! gonna do a thing which might probably change my whole lyfe..? haiz~ good luck to miie and i hope everything's ish jus FINE ferr miie !!!!! hope i wont get a bad news in the end !! wadz i hopin fer ish.. GOOD NEWS!!! please!!!! honey.. went ferr work, tag with a new comer !!! wish sweetiepie can get do well !!!

to some un-important person in my lyfe !!!
first, i dun niid eu !!
second, jus fuck off !!!
third, get out of my lyfe !!
fourth, dun disturb miie !!!
fifth, i wen treat eu any beta !!!
sixth, please get lost !!!

moodswings !!!

2005-07-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

ytd went to boon lay mac alone to study till 10 plus !! jus manage to complete some of my homework , slow huh ? haha.. =)

today, was been force to wake up by my systa, got sho irritated by her. went skool, had assembly which never allow miie to absorb anything and fer english , ish jus bored to explain it. went fer 5 mins chinese lesson and mr tan make fun of miie. sho cute ! =) he purposely hold onto the handle and dun let miie open the door. bad huh. =D den had some free periods . today my mood ish jus sinkin all the way and what i say , mabbe will caused someone to quarrel with miie, but thanks frenzy ferr tolerating miie huh . waited ferr honey till he finished his NE survey, but went home after hubbie finished it as he went his frenzy house. i went home and slept till 4:50 and woke up to prepare. i was tired can. tsktsktsk. went evening class by doin work on my own without teaching. at first sat alone, dun wanna join any group bcos i really afraid i will be the one being leff out. my kor, zuhui, told miie, i wen be leff out, but in reality, i was . obviously, it's was, no matter um with whu. i jus hate the feelin, sorry frenzy. mood ish sinkin and my buddy knows , thanks bud !! recap wadz things i had done today, mabbe i jus niid a frenzy whu can manage to change my lyfe !! haiz~ today ish really a sucky day ferr miie, everything ish jus not ryte ferr miie and not up to my expectation. hope tmrw will be jus fine !!! um off , bubbyess!!!

ta-ta..

2005-07-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

Ding dong !! um here to blog !! =) ytd went out, sho i din blog . ytd was late fer skool, and i was told to call back home on the spot, and my mama help miie to bluff the lady,of course !! ha-ha.. in fact, um jus too lazy to get out of bed as um jus too tired mans and it's rainin, such a goody weather !!! but my mama told her i had headache. went to skool at 8:45am. was bored in skool and sad when i chatted with my buddy . stayed back fer math asap , was extremely bored can. den went home at 3:15 and went out to boon lay mac at 4 plus to mit honey . we said we wanna study, but i think we played more den study . den went mum mum at kfc, and walk walk and leff to taman jurong mac..keep playin.. hmmm.. we mus changed, we mus focus !! heehee.. played alot while walkin back from taman jurong mac. short journey , but fun. veri long naber played tilll sho fun and happie lerr !! went home and when chattin on the fone, i bluff baobeii smth, and hubbie say alot of things that i seldom can hear from sweetiepie derr !! sho swit can. = ) and end of our One Year Three Months Aniversary !!! =)))

today, dun feel lyk wakin up, but i cant late anymore, sho force myself to get up of bed, prepare and leff fer skool. skool ish bored and tiring !!! got to know that tmrw got "evening class" in skool.. lesson of social studies !! -_-''' diao !! went home straight, while i think laogongg went to play mahjong with dearrie's frenzy . um off now, wondering wadz um gonna do later on !!! bubbyess !!! =))))

Baoli, believe in yourself !!!
you can do it !!
you still can survive without him !!
dun rely on him too muchiie !!!
stay happie !!!!
dun be sad,
bcos of something!!

monday's blue !!!

2005-07-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

Sianzation!!! I finally agree what's Monday Blue's !!! haiz !!! Today my mood ish actually sinkin when the time goes by. now ish gettin worser n worser !! I just felt very frastrating !!! arghh !!! Today's lesson ish bored to hell !!! did nth muchiie ferr pe too, jus walkin and runnin fer one period. I went back straight after skool, and doin nth. Classmates had their oral today, good luck to them !! Wondering why i need not to stay back in skool , i prefered stayin in skool as home ish a bored place fer miie !!!! nth to talk already, endin soon !! bubbyess !!!!!

work..? sad..?

2005-07-10T14:55:00.000+08:00

tata !! Um here to update. ytd, i dun hab the time to update as when i reached home alreadi 11 plus. Ytd went to work, not a happy day. Bcos everyone seems to be unhappy includin francis and honey !! haiz ! sales wont that good, but thanks andrea and alastair ferr supporting miie. haha !!! my pay ish $10 !! haha !! xiao bao treat everyone a new flavour derr mini cornetto !! thanks !! there's 4 new ppl , all girls !!! more stress now !!

today, ish a boring day ferr miie. Bcos i will be stayin at home as today no place ferr miie to go. It's oso laogongg derr family day !!! at first, monday ish workin,but found out that hubbie got english oral, sho this plan ish off !!! sianzation !!! oh no !!! i think i love this job liaos !! ha-ha !!! today my job ish to remember all the packages !! jia you !!! heehee.. nth to share already !! haha !!! bubbyess !!!

sianz la..

2005-07-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

today, um late fer skool. I bluff the SC that um a malaysian, sho i skip the singin of national song alone.. Played basketball ferr pe na. Can say that i did enjoyed? =) I sho long naber touched bball already. And lesson lesson n lesson. What a sianzation day fer miie ? ha-ha!! after skool, kept walkin around the skool with alastair. Finally, we stopped at the hall and rest there. Waited n waited till my turn fer english oral. I got sho panic lorhs.Haiz, disappointed, think i wont be doin well fer both my oral. SADDIE !!!! went jp with alastair after our oral, we shop shop awhile, and i went to meet my systa at the mrt control station. Thanks alastair, ferr the hp accessories and the bread !!! sho swit of eu !! =) Met beebee at lakeside and went raffles place derr nth la. went back to jp and shop awhile too. den bought some food, and went home. honey went back to jp pasar malam to mit kok liang they all. tmrw we gonna go work again. ha-ha!! i mus make earn money myself !!! heehee.. gonna stop here!!! bubbyess !!!

quarrel..!!!!

2005-07-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

today skool lyfe goes well, although there's repeatin of singin national song but today's assembly ish true. i think it's really convinced miie..? hope sho !! lesson ish alryte. expect fer english, i totally forget bout english newspaper cutting, no ppl remind miie bout it !! arghh.. now..gonna do a compo fer mr.chin!! SERVE ME RYTE!!! haiz. went jp after skool as gonna buy ring ferr my boy boy marhs !! den walk walk, go pasar malam den took 240 home. at first they say not goin to watch movie, bcos not muchiie of ppl goin. But when i reached home, hubbie met zuhui at the bus stop and beebee went jscc with him. sweetiepie called miie and say xian hong wanted to watch. baobeii ask miie wanna go,but i let sweetie made the decision and pie call miie not to go,wadz the reason? > bcos there's no girls , all guys. haiz, and wadz i told kok liang had come true..

QUARREL norhs. it's all my fault , i say smth wrong and it's end up, hurtin both of us. i cried damn badly !!! i regretted too !! haiz !!! it realli meant alot to miie, not jus a thing !! sorry !! forgive miie, pls !!! haiz, um such a useless freako !!! a dumb useless freako manz !! i got wrong mind concept norhs. i gonna change it soon, i found out that i became more n more unreasonable. CANNOT!!! i can't..!! i cat afford to lose honey !!! NO!!!!! i mus cherish!!! treat tis as a lesson !!! haiz.. i cant blame anyone, but myself !!! laogongg, i love you !!!

wadz i say in hanyu pin yin in the previous entry ish true, i felt that um a fool, being make fun as..happiness come n go sho fast !!!! not even givin miie tym to treasure it !!! haiz...!!!

wads ish xing fu..?

2005-07-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

today woke up at 6:3o , bcos gonna meet hubbie ferr breakfast, of cos um late la. Ha-ha !! sweetiepie take cab wors, den mit at S11 and had pancakes ferr breakfast as oso not muchiie tym leff . We took bus to skool and some suay things jus happen to miie as i put coins derr marhs, den the bus ppl wanna check my ez-link, stupid norhs, um wearin uniform lerhs, cant she see..? haiyer, den gonna sang the national song fer dunno how many tyms lorhs. Bo liaos la. Lessons ish bored too, jus veri tired and i kept sleepin in class norhs !! After all the boring lesson, went hall to hab my chinese oral. At first, um veri relax, waited ferr my turn till wanna fall asleep lorhss, but when i sat in front of the two teachers, i became panic liaos lorhss. sianz diaoz.. -_-''' arghh...!!! after my oral ish about 4 plus, went home with alastair lorhs. den used awhile of com, went fetch my mama n went systa house. Went her house and bath and ask beebee to buy food fer miie n systa norhs. he came with KFC , he FINALLY bought miie a ring, and i gonna buy one fer laogongg tmrw, buy fer each other, more meaningful marhss !!! =) i love the ring...!!! i love honey more!!! love ya na !!!! i miss cutiepie too.. muackss..!!! den my systa sent dear dear home lorhss..!! today i very happie wors, bcos francis call miie, but find weiming derr, but beta den dun hab la !! heehee.. will receive more in future huh?? =) and FINALLY, there's ppl taggin my shoutbox!! sho happie, thanks er sao !!! now gonna wait fer baobeii derr call lorhs !! um off now !! bubbyess!!!

xing fu he kuai le dou shi duan zhan derr !!!
yi dan hen kai xin zhi hou, zi ran hui si qu suo you de yi qie !!!
am ii rtyee??
i dunno too.. =(
hope i wen lose him!!!

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sho longg naberr updatee lerr..

passed my N level !

um drunk !

not enuff sleep !

laogongg's bdae..

WHY? belle, what ii do?

opps!!!

once ii tagged, wasnt a good day ferr miie?

have eu???

once again, ii broke down!

what a moodswing day!!!!

am ii a toy?

love ish a beautifun dream!!

whu am ii to eu actually?

EU changed my lyfe!

eu've brighten up my day!!! =)

boohoo!

waited ferr him. my heart was sho confused!

JUNIOR!!! <3

town-ing was fun today!

phew! um free !!!

boring day!

NO COURAGE!! aHHH!!!

dear, ii wanna hug eu !

ii miss eu !!!

haish.

girl reunion and drinkin session.

sho boring.

damnit !

sick and tired of this lyfe !

um dying to die!!

woo!! sho fast..

breakin down..

haish, it changed my whole lyfe.

boring..

bloody hell, ii kanna sore eyes !!

went ice-skate and boring lesson on thursday !

lalala- it's been sho many entries till now..

`dots.lyfe ish full of problems`

moodswingg..

bad tuesday!

busy updating.

work work work..!

sentosa trip at ferr girls..!

he went to malaysia !

crying day ferr miie !!

n level chinese..!!

hohoho !!

ice-skatingg !!

superstar !!

teacher day celebration...

william tan came ferr talk.

tired day ferr miie !!

start a new lyfe..

wadz.a.stupid.sunday

that's goes my saturday !!

boriing day na..!!

bored.. ii failed my prelim?

disappointing day !!

FARKER ASSHOLE LYK EU

wadz.a.boring.sunday !!

aaww... wadz a day..!!

um officially broke...

why am i still sho saddie?

torturingg ish ended..

poa sucks..

math paper..

stayin at homee, sho sianz..

hen xiangg nii - wei jian !!

startingg of prelim

um sucks enuff !!

went outing with classmatiess..

ndp was boring...

missingg him alot alot..

woohoo, wadz a scary day.. !!

force to solo.. !!

fight...

bored..

moodswingg..

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